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I slipping away - January 16th 2010, 06:42 AM

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I'm spinning in a downward circle. I can feel it all coming back to me. It's like a warm blanket that I can curl up under and fall asleep... but I forgot to mention: the blanket's on fire.

The loneliness, worthlessness, helplessness, sleeplessness. The ill intellect, skin slashing, tangled thoughts, distorted desire.

I've been here before... many years ago... but this surreal place still feels like home... it's like coming back home after a weekend vacation... everything is new again but nothing has changed.

It's exhilarating; taking the fist leap into the abyss of a rufous pool.
It's hypnotic; the state of mind I slip into, out of, and back into again as the days go on.
It's disconcerting; laughing like a mad hatter inside when I want to cry in sadness and scream in anger.
It's non compos mentis; I want to pure as a newborn but I don't want to leave this crib.


It's dark; will some one lend me their flashlight?
   
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Re: I slipping away - January 19th 2010, 07:18 AM

Hey there,

Is there anyone you can talk to about what you are going through? It can be scary, but if you are in this much pain, it will be worth it. You deserve to have help with this, you do not have to do this alone.

Take care. If you'd ever like to talk, feel free to PM me.


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