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Exclamation I feel crazy! - January 28th 2010, 01:08 AM

I don't know what's wrong with me. I started a new medication on Saturday, and stopped it yesterday because i had had three panic attacks. i'm in the middle of my second one today. right now i'm sitting on a blanket in my closet, with the door closed, and my bed room door closed and locked with a dresser in front of it. i'm scared of being hurt. i've also taken two showers this evening and am dying to take another. i've sanitized my hands ten times in the past hour. i've been having flashbacks of a trauma, but generally have been in a super good mood (except for the panic attacks) for the past two days. My mom is out getting me kolonpin which will hopefully help , because this is a little ridiculous. i'm not depressed right now, just feel scared, dirty, etc. also i started hallucinating again. i feel crazy, so crazy. even my mom called me crazy. i'm am scared people will break into my house stab and rape me. i am scared my parents will stab and rape me. i hate leaving my room all of the sudden, it feels unclean outside my room. it also feels unclean inside my room. i feel crazy. i told my psychiatrist, he didn't say much. please help.

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Re: I feel crazy! - January 28th 2010, 04:23 PM

Hi Megan

Im sorry to hear the situation you are in.

I understand because I used to be the same when I was your age.

I dont want to sound like a doctor but by what you say, it would be advisable to see a doctor.

You have to realise that you are not well at the moment and the showering and washing hands and hallucinations are all symptons of mental illness. I disagree with self diagnoses, but I do agree with seeing psychiatrist.

If your pyshc didnt say much, you need to get a new one, one who will listen. Because you are going through a traumatic time, you need someone who will listen and more importantly help you get through.

No one, not even your parents will stab you or rape you, but I know what its like to think in such a way, I used to think that everyone was a terroist wanting to blow me up. But as I got older and had the correct medication, the thoughts, although still there have calmed down.
You need some anti psychotic medication.....trust me it will help....

PM me if you want to talk about your situation. I can probably help.

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Re: I feel crazy! - January 30th 2010, 05:57 PM

Crescendo, you have to start being courageous. You have to become strong in your heart and resolve to stop giving in to fear. This is just the first step and it will take time but you have to try.
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