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Cant take this anymore!!!!!! - January 29th 2010, 10:57 AM

Recently I told my mum i feel a bit depressed, things were beteter at first but then it just went back to normal where i kept getting nagged at and nagged at and shouted at for doing nothing wrong. I get bullied so badly in school, ive been bullied for 6 and a half years ive hd to eating disorders i almost DIED because one of them! YET NOTHIN GOOD HAPPENS!
I FEEL I am being suffocateby pain its EVERYWHERE i am SO UNLUCKY! Nothing gioes RIGHT! Last night I just broke down and shouted at my mum, we had a big big dfight and yet again i told her how I feel. She twisted some things and now i feel like a selfish horrible person!

the truth is I CANT TAKE ANYMORE OF THIS! AND IM JUST GETTING ANGRIER AND ANGRIER OF IT ALL! I ALMOST PUNCHED SOMEONE HWHO BULLYS ME IN SCHOOL YESTERDAY! UGHHHH!

No one understands anything and they keep causing em more pain and they eep laughing at me and and saying ew and blahblah blah Last night I had a plan to run away to do! I wud say im going to school and id run away. I swear I was sooo so close! I told my mum I didnt want to lvie her and I wish shed adopt me out the family, we fought more and shes telling me that i make the problems for myself and everything. And that I cause alot of pain for her.

SHE DOESNT KNOW HOW I FEEL!!!!!! AHHHG! She doesnt know I was going to kill myself twice, she doesnt know ANYTHING! I hate her! I ask her to make thuings easier on me and shes like'well what do u want me to do'

I do NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO!! And im really sorry for this stupid long rant but i eneded to get it out. My mum says im messed up.

I just want to die.
   
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