Is there something wrong with me

[Chocolate18]

Well I always had a little anger problems like my mom but these days it is out of control noy only that but I am getting suicidal I think the only thing stopping me from cutting my self is that I am afraid of the physical pain I will feel , pretty stupid huh, when I do get mad I just start crying like a maniac and can't stop for like an hour and sometimes more. Also my parents fight so much it drives me crazy I can't help it . Sometimes I just cry for no reason like I will ne randomly just sitting on my bed and suddenly I will just think of how Mad everyone makes me feel and I just break into tears. Injust sometimes sit in my room and do absolutely noting except stare at something . Usually I feel depressed. Except on some rare occasions. I think I am going crazy what should I do I have tried everything like meditating I tried talking to my parents but they just blow it off I feel very Aline and just hopeless . I also made plans to run away from home but l am kinda scared to do it but I just feel some day someone is going to push my buttons too much and I'll end up doing something I regret
Help me please I am going to loses it some day
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[beliievexagaiin]

I understand exactly how you feel, so do a lot of other members on TeenHelp. The best solution here is to either turn to God [if you believe in God] or throw yourself into something that will distract you from this hurt. Hang out with friends, go for walks, excersize, play a sport, study. You can message me or any of the other Buddies on here and we will be glad to help you Just remember you aren't alone. We all feel that way sometimes.

[Chocolate18]

Originally Posted by fixed at zero

I understand exactly how you feel, so do a lot of other members on TeenHelp. The best solution here is to either turn to God [if you believe in God] or throw yourself into something that will distract you from this hurt. Hang out with friends, go for walks, excersize, play a sport, study. You can message me or any of the other Buddies on here and we will be glad to help you Just remember you aren't alone. We all feel that way sometimes.

Thanks alot I distract myself with music I practically for music your comment really helped and I really appreciate it .