Something's wrong

[LittleFish]

EDIT: Okay, enough with all the bullshit. I'm done acting like this is some petty little issue. There is a thing in my head, and it is trying to kill me. It's talking to me. Yelling, actually. It sounds like my conscience, except I know it's not, and I can't make it go away no matter what I do. I thought I was just playing with myself, you know? I thought maybe I was just screwing around, looking for attention or something, and my mind was just playing tricks on me and going with the whole thing. But I'm done denying it, I know something's up, and I have to get rid of this thing because it's going to hurt me if I don't. It's only letting me write this because it thinks this is funny. It just made me beat up on my arms and legs really bad for telling my friend about it and for doubting its existance. Someone, please help. I don't know what to do. I always thought it was all in my head, but now I know it's real. I KNOW the voice I'm hearing is not mine. Please someone help. It won't let me tell a doctor. It'll hurt me really badly if I try. I'm scared.

[RedJames]

Well thats quite.... intresting.. hmm without knowing what"it" truly is, weather its just your imagination looking for attention, or you actually have something wrong, its hard to give ya anything good. But i will give it my best.
First off i'd find away to get in to see a doctor and tell them everything you think about it.
second it could just be horomonal stress, maybe you just need to relax abit, try distracting your mind on things you enjoy and love doing. Keep yuorself busy, but with things you enjoy.
Sorry thats all i got

[MissMatched]

Take control. I understand that it is difficult, but if it were another person forcing you to hurt yourself, or trying to hurt you, wouldn't you find a way to take control? At least, long enough to tell a doctor that can help?