am i getting paranoid?

[idamareex]

i refuse to eat because food i think something in the food is controlling people

people are watching me and know everything about me

almost everyone dislike me i think

what if someone controls me right now and i don't even know it

dark forces are going to get me

[Katrina]

Hi Ida,

I hope my reply finds you well. I regret that no one has replied thus far. To answer the question in your title at face value, I would say that yes, it would seem that you are becoming paranoid. Read back over your thread..you know? These are not "normal" thoughts to be having, and while that's not necessarily a bad thing in itself, the fact that this is causing you physical damange--IE, the not eating--could be a cause for concern.

Tell me, Ida, have you ever seen a professional about this? Or considered seeing one?

Hope to hear from you soon,
-Katrina.

[Porcelain Child]

I hope you are doing ok..

I am sorry things are bad for you right now, have you got anyone around you that you can tell them what is going on for you.. Are you on any meds..