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Not Even gonna PRETEND anymore<rant> - June 9th 2011, 09:44 PM

Sick of acting happy go lucky and everyone thinking I am okay when mentally I am drained and lost.... I am always helping my friends and other people because I am the "strong" one... No I am not I cover my feelings well, I am not strong I can't even hold it together anymore. I lost my best friend two yrs in an accident, My father just leaves me, my boyfriend is acting strange and I haven't been able to focus on ME for the longest time... I am always worried or thinking, mainly about this damn boyfriend of mine who is just I don't know.... I am always the one everyone comes to when they have problems... but when I go to even attempt to lean on a friend I am being "selfish" really??? No, my friends are selfish self centered all they are worried about is themselves, I am sick of being this way I want to be happy again I want my life back, I am always depressed and yet I wake up with a smile on my face, I am begging to just blow up on my mother and I have the biggest tolerance level and patients out of this world, but I know I am loosing it and I think my mother suspects it. I love my friends I want to be there but I carry their problems on my shoulders and I always put myself on the back burner. When can I just make time for me? I can't even sleep at night anymore.... and physically my body is just going down the drain.... The only alone time I get is sleep and that isn't even much.... I am just waiting on this melt down but I don't wanna do that and once again this DAMN boyfriend(see post on him) So sick of this I think I need a therapist godd I can go on for days... I really just want someone to lean on for once when I need it


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Re: Not Even gonna PRETEND anymore<rant> - June 9th 2011, 10:38 PM

You can always pm me<3 its okay; you're totally normal...sometimes you just need a big break&some more balance in your life..but you'll make it<3


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