TeenHelp



You are not registered or have not logged in

Hello guest! (Not a guest? Log in above!)

As a guest on TeenHelp you are only able to use some of our site's features. By registering an account you will be able to enjoy unlimited access to our site, and will be able to:

Signing up is free, anonymous and will only take a few moments, so click here to register now!

We hope you consider joining us and hope to see you around!


TeenHelp Features
HelpLINK
Articles Videos

Search TeenHelpAdvanced


Mental Health Use this forum to share your mental health concerns and to seek advice.

Closed Thread
 
Thread Tools Search this Thread
  (#1 (permalink)) Old
Roy-kun231 Offline
"Just Be Friends!"
Average Joe
***
 
Roy-kun231's Avatar
 
Name: Bobbie
Age: 16
Gender: Female
Location: home :p

Posts: 115
Join Date: July 23rd 2011

Exclamation I'm psychotic... [Also Non-PG13 (Strong Language)] - November 14th 2011, 03:12 AM

This thread has been labeled as triggering, particularly on the subject of self harm, by the original poster or by a Moderator. The contents of this thread might therefore not be suitable for certain sensitive users. Please take this into consideration before continuing to read.

I'm freaking out right now...

While I was in the shower, I started hearing voices... they said horrible things like "Satan raped your mother and you were the product" and "You're just a tranny bitch who no one will love"...

What's worse is I started SH-ing. And after leaving bruises on my breasts from the rubber bands I was using for the SH, I sat there holding the rubber bands, rocking and staring at them, whispering over and over again, "You protect me from myself."

This is the second complete mental breakdown I've had within a month's time. I highly doubt my parents will listen to me if I told them, even if I showed them the bruises, and I think that they may punish me for SH-ing, remembering my dad saying "You better not be pulling this shit again" when he saw a self-inflicted cut on my arm.

I need help but I feel I have no ability to get it... And my parents won't listen. I just don't know what to do anymore...


  Send a message via Yahoo to Roy-kun231  
  (#2 (permalink)) Old
Thirteen Offline
Dr. Remy "Thirteen" Hadley

I can't get enough
*********
 
Thirteen's Avatar
 
Name: Julz
Age: 24
Gender: Female
Location: Ontario, Canada

Posts: 2,661
Join Date: December 14th 2009

Re: I'm psychotic... [Also Non-PG13 (Strong Language)] - November 14th 2011, 03:31 AM

Have you spoken to a counselor, or another trusted adult? If your parents won't help you, reaching out to another adult would be your best bet.


Dare to be Different, to be Weird, to be a Freak.
Overall, Dare to be yourself.

Stamp Out Prejudice Hatred and Intolerance Everywhere
The Sophie Lancaster Foundation



   
Closed Thread

Bookmarks

Tags
language, nonpg13, psychotic, strong

Thread Tools Search this Thread
Search this Thread:

Advanced Search

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Trackbacks are Off
Pingbacks are Off
Refbacks are Off





All material copyright ©1998-2012, TeenHelp Inc. All rights reserved.
TeenHelp Inc. is a registered 501(c)(3) not-for-profit organisation in the United States of America.
Terms | Legal | Privacy | Conduct

Powered by vBulletin®.
Copyright ©2000-2012, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search engine optimization by vBSEO.
Theme developed in association with vBStyles.