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Please help me loose weight - February 18th 2013, 08:39 PM

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I am hopeless. No one seems to understand what it is like. What it is like to be hungry ALL THE TIME. I am always hungry and I always, always, always want food. But no, I have huge thighs. I know it is stupid to think that once my thighs loose [EDITED] in circumference suddenly my world will brighten up but still, I can't help but imagine how much happier I would be. The bitter truth is that no matter what I eat, I am still hungry. I can't enjoy my food because I look down at my saddle bags and I just want to shrivel up and die. I despise those people who eat whatever the hell they want and have those skinny perfect, long, beautiful legs. Yet, I have been trying for years and I have tried everything, and my legs are still short and fat. I want to eat food and feel like I deserve it, feel good, taste something and not feel guilty. Is that too much to want? I pinch my thighs constantly cause I am a victim of my inner fantasy that somehow I can just grab the meat and pull it off. I am hungry, so hungry, very hungry, all the time, no matter what I eat. Yet the more my appetite grows, the more my meat bags grow, and the more I cry. The worst part is that no one understands my frustration. My father says to me to hit the gym more, as if I wasn't already going everyday. He tells me to do squats as if I need more thigh muscle. I hate him because he doesn't understand what its like to be a big old fat ass with thunder thighs. NOTHING WORKS. EXERCISE FAILS. Ever since I stopped being anorexic my thighs have just gotten bigger and bigger and my parents do not understand. I want to EAT and I want skinny legs. I can't stop thinking about my highs. I just can't get them out of my mind. I can't stop hating them. I can't stop hatting everything about myself.

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Re: Please help me loose weight - February 18th 2013, 11:16 PM

Hey there,

Have you tried going to a doctor to see if 1) you are actually overweight and 2) healthy ways to shrink your thighs? For me, I naturally have very large hips, butt and thighs, its the way my body is built. My body fat is actually low, but the way I am built is not beautiful to societal standards. You can't stop the way youre naturally built, you can only accept it.

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