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Not worth it anymore - March 11th 2013, 05:34 AM

Today I realized something that's quite horrible to me. It may seem like a superficial reason to want to get better, but frankly it's the last straw. I'm giving up so much for Ana, and I know deep down that she's killing me.

Today I woke up and looked in the mirror. At this point the only bras that fit comfortably are the small paper thin ones you give eleven year old girls to hide the little bee stings that should become breasts. I'm a damn woman and I have no breasts to speak of. Women with cancer are horrified at losing their breasts because cancer took them and I'm choosing, in a sense, to look like a little girl.

What man would want to see their girlfriend going from a curvy, attractive, normal woman to a skeletal thing that could soon resemble a boy's torso.

I'm done giving up my life for nothing. If it means I'll be happy again I suppose eating wouldn't be too horrible. Even if it's only recognizing how fucking insane this is. At least maybe I can have my life again.


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Re: Not worth it anymore - March 11th 2013, 06:26 AM

You should definitely start eating again. I know it's probably hard, so you should get help. Tell someone like your doctor what you're going through. They can and will help you. Remember that you're not alone and there's always someone who wants to help you.
   
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Re: Not worth it anymore - March 12th 2013, 10:02 PM

Hey, it doesn't matter the reason, as long as you have motivation to get better then everything's all good (:

Proud of you kidda. Kick this thing in the ass for us all <3



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