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I'll never escape this. Defeated. - March 17th 2013, 06:11 AM

I have been healthily dieting over a month now. I was starting to feel really good about myself.
Well, I don't know what happened.. But I'm slipping again. I'm at the gym daily. If I don't go to the gym one day I am convinced I gained all the weight back. I weigh myself obsessively and get anxious if I gain even the smallest amount. I'm always hungry. Jdjd kaka I just don't think I can ever be healthy or normal. I need people so bad and no one seems to get it. I want to be beautiful and thin. That is all I've ever wanted for myself. That's it. I feel like I look the same ugly weight, yet I can feel and see some bones, my pants are looser and my face is thinner. I don't know whether to be relieve or scared. Maybe it's both. I'm scared


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Re: I'll never escape this. Defeated. - March 18th 2013, 03:09 PM

I'm just going to close this at my own request.
It was pointless anyways.
Thanks for the help.


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