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Hi! I'm new..I'm sorry if this triggers anyone.
Anyway, I think I have a problem with purging.

I'm in 11th grade now and ever since 9th grade I've been in love with bulimia. I tried making myself sick back then but it didn't work. But since this past August I've been purging often (a few times a week). But the thing is, I don't do it to control my weight. I just love the feeling of purging. When I'm doing it, I feel like I'm accomplishing something. After I'm done I feel strong and in control. I like having this secret, too. I don't know why but I like having the title of being bulimic - even though I don't binge. I just purge after normal meals sometimes.

So I guess what I'm trying to do here is see if anyone has a similar problem with purging? And if you have any advice could you help me?
Also, do you think this is an eating disorder since I don't always do it to control my weight??

Thank you if you help c:

no one??

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Re: I'm addicted to purging - April 2nd 2013, 03:10 AM

Hey Madisyn,

Welcome to the site! Just letting you know, it normally takes people a lot more time to get to a thread. Just because it's been an hour doesn't mean nobody cares-people are just busy!

I've had similar issues before. When I was purging on a regular basis, I was not usually binging, and part of it was more of a self-harm mechanism rather than a weight loss since I wasn't throwing up large amounts of food in the first place. However, this doesn't make it not a problem. I'd recommend going to your doctor about what you are doing and talking about a recovery plan. Sure, you may not have diagnosable anorexia or bulimia, but you are important, and your health is important. Your doctor will also help you make a weight loss plan if this is actually something that is necessary for your health.

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Re: I'm addicted to purging - April 3rd 2013, 01:24 AM

Hey Madisyn,

Welcome to TeenHelp! While your purging might not be diagnosable as an eating disorder, since you aren't doing it to control your weight, it is still a serious issue that needs to be dealt with. Do you know what it is that is causing you to have a love of purging? You mentioned a sense of accomplishment, so one thing that you might want to think about doing is looking at your life and making a list of other healthier things that you have accomplished. These could be things like achieving good grades in school, getting a position that you really wanted, or learning a new skill. Start looking at those things as a source of pride, rather than using a behavior that is harmful to your body.

Also, talk to your doctor about this. I know it's scary to admit that you need help, but you do. Although my purging was for weight loss purposes, I still had to go through a similar situation when it came to telling my therapist about it. As reluctant as I was to do it at first, she helped me come up with a recovery plan that worked for me. Talk to your doctor about finding one that works for you as well. Trust me when I say that you'll feel better and you'll feel accomplished because you managed to kick this bad habit.

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