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Exclamation Parents not letting me go...(rant'ish) - May 4th 2010, 05:17 PM

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Alright, not sure if this goes here, but I think it does because it revolves around my Ed they think I ahve...

they see me eat, and eat, and eat, and eat... But never see me purge, so they think I am a binge eater and try exercising to burn it all,... Which is half true, but not all... I starve myself to the point where I need to eat... When I do eat sadly I relapse and eat everything... Only sometimes am I able to purge though... I have thought of suicide, acted 7 times in the past, not all because of this, but majourly because of this....

Anyways, my soon to be step-dad threatened to bring up my ED to my therapist next time we see him... I panicked, then relized they don't know everything. So my therapist may care and explore this, but likely will ignore it like ever other therapist, psychiatrist, counselor, nurse, doctor has...

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My sister was going to Ontario for the summer for a month, now decides she doesn't want to. They offered to pay for her... I asked if I could take her ticket and go see all my good friends and get away for some of my own time, step dad immediatly said no... I asked why... "Your not stable enough"... Ya.. Just like that, I asked what the hell he meant. He then went on and on, about how he doesn't think going to Ontario is a good idea because; I have a ED that they think they know all about, I have depression, and because I want to go to get away for a bit...

That doesn't sound fair AT ALL. Last year when we all went I was WAY MORE triggered then I have been almost all year(except for last night) and now he's saying no. My sister has depression to, and has told me a couple things that mom and him don't know, yet she is allowed? I don't get it... I know it's favourtism and I've almost had it...I am have tempted to beg my grandmother to buy my ticket because I can't stay here all summer... I want to go, sure I probably won't eat anything, and when I do purge it, but let's think about this logically... Not eat and binge/purge here, not eat and binge/purge there... Hmm... Either way, no one can do anything, I'm not going to behave there or here. So honestly, what the hell? I am more likely to cut/attempt here, then there ,because there I have friends who would be there for me in a heart beat, where here my friends here would take a day for them to ask, and find a way to get wheere I live because I live in the middle of nowhere... I don't know, I think it would be good for me to go to Ontario for a month or so to get away and have a good time and enjoy being alive. Instead of living at home counting the days Im' alive... tats just my opinion... What are your thoughts?
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