im getting worse

[Nostalgia]

im getting worse i know i am, its got to the point where im skipping most meals, apart from dinner and am throwing away my sandwhiches at lunch. i cant talk to my mum and my family as my mum is worrying about my sister, i dont want my mum to start worrying about me aswell. my mum is telling me that i need to loose weight and i am trying to and i am loosing weight, my mum tells me im fat my dad tells me im fat everyone at home tells me im fat, but everyone at work and at college (well my friends at college which is like 3 friends) all tell me i need to eat more, i cant eat more i just ate a slice of cake and now feel so sick. i know i should talk to my mum about this bit i cant.

[falling_x]

Yes I have the same problem. And I take what my family say to heart.

I'd be a hypocrite if I told you to talk to your mum about it, I know that I wouldn't. What about a doctor or therapist?

[Jen]

Have you tried writing your mom a letter? Sometimes it's easier to convey things that way, as opposed to having a face-to-face conversation. If you really don't think you can, it's still important to talk to SOMEONE--teacher, guidance counselor, etc. You need support, and you deserve it.

<3

[Lexy9e]

I think that talking to a parent about your troubles takes time and a lot of effort. Eventually you need to find the courage to tell her, because she does care about you and could get you the help that you need. It's hard to seek help on your own, but if you feel more comfortable doing that then as Jen suggested you should try to see a therapist. It took a long time for me to tell my parents everything and they didn't get me the help I needed. It made me feel brave enough to seek help though. Do what you feel is right if it takes a bit longer to tell your mom that's fine as long as you do tell her. Good luck and please do let me know how things go for you.

Best,
Lexy