Vent.

[Mikey]

Don't feel the need to respond.

But things are getting worse.
I've pushed every last best friend away to the point that their so frustrated with me.
But that's what I wanted, so I'm not a concern to them.
But I'm alone,
It seems like my eating disorder will become my only friend.
and I'm fine with it. )=

[Lexy9e]

Mickayla,

I can sympathize with how you feel and I do feel a dire urge to respond to this. Just know that you are not alone and that even when it feels you have no one there are people who care and who don't want you to have to go through this struggle. Sometimes it feels like the eating disorder is always there no matter what, but that doesn't mean that it is right for you. That's the main difference and you have to realize that it is something that is only going to hurt you in the long run. If you ever need to just vent that can help you understand things better and help you get through this. Is there anyone you could talk to about your eating disorder getting worse? Seeing a specialist in this may also help you start battling the ED. Please be strong and don't give up or give in. I'm here for you and care!

Best,
Lexy