Cant Stop Craving Sweets. (post Anorexia.)

[bumblebeebabe]

Sooo all i wanna do anymore is eat sweets. or junk food. Pizza. Icecream. Brownies. Cookies. YUUUUM. Its sick but idk i guess i just miss it. I used to restrict really bad. Like to the point where you could see my back vertabrae and it hurt to sit down because of the roughness of a chair on my back. ALl i thought about was food and i had no energy or life besides food related stuff. I was the skinniest girl in any of my classes......but i couldnt keep it. I couldnt even breeeahte and working out HOURS a day and not having any hair --- all my hair fell out and the remaining six strands turned into haylike texture.......sooo anyways i started eating - everything! not binging really - well i was but now im not --- but im HUUUGEEEEEEEEEE. so much bigger! but my hairs coming back and i have energy. I stopped working out 2-3 hrs a day and i think thats why i gained weight but i hate working out and dont wanna be anorexic again. and i LOOOOVEEEEEEEE foood. HELP?