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recovery issues - December 17th 2010, 01:28 AM

I am now three months into recovery from my EDNOS and i had been trying not to think to much about the calories of the food I eat. But today I have been obsessed like my old self with the number. I can hear the lies my ed are telling me sometimes but right now i feel like a big faliure. When I was thinking about how much I had, I wanted to start crying because I felt so gross and discussing all though I had had next to nothing. Even as I right this, I am tearing up. Also recently I have had some issues with purging and I just feel guilty about that. Yet, at the same time I feel like i need to do that. My thoughts are so conflicted.


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Re: recovery issues - December 17th 2010, 03:56 AM

It's fantastic you're this far into recovery. You're strong and brave to battle the problem you have. Don't get too down on yourself for having the old thoughts... it's like any other addiction, you're going to have relapses. You're doing great. If you ever want to talk, message me. I know where you are right now because I've been there.
   
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