I know i have another fairly recent board up here, but new problems....

[Lost_Confused]

I've made some progress about various things, but i've also ..not quite made progress on others...

I've actually stopped cutting. Two weeks free, i think. And i told a friend of mine about me being bisexual, although i couldn't bring myself to tell my other friend. And i've actually been eating the past couple days. Breads, brownies, veggies, soup, such as that. Made myself feel pretty good, until i looked at my stomach. Then i felt fat, and disgusting. ...So i made myself throw up. Yeah, i know, purging is bad for me. But i just don't know what to do, i want to lose weight, but i'm too lazy to work out besides walking to and from school, and i'm finally kicking anorexia. ..Kinda.

So yeah.. I guess i'm starting to become bulemic now, greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat.

[Meowwings]

I'm almost in the exact same boat as you. I'm way too lazy to workout but I see myself as huge! I guess I can't really give you advice on this because I can't fix my own eating and weitght problem. I really really want to lose soo much wieght. But I just want you to know that there are others in your situation. And props on the cutting and truthfulness. It's still hard for me not to see that burning is bad.

[Lost_Confused]

Thanks for the encouragement.
I doubt you're big at all. xP Seems everyone views themselves different than everyone else. Sucks, doesn't it?

[Meowwings]

It does. I can't seem to see myself as any smaller. I just see myself as 400 pounds. ugh.

[emma01]

Well first I'd like to focus on the positives of this post and congratulate you on your awesome efforts so far!!! And don't worry, everyone slips up now and again and its okay to do that. Now I am not sure of your weight, but are you absolutely positive you need to lose weight? Because if you can afford to lose weight, I have no problem in encouraging healthy, fun exercise. But since you do have Anorexia, I'd say you are underweight and more so need to gain weight. Remember, exercise is about having fun, rather than losing weight. If you have that attitude towards exercise then I think that is great. But once you get obsessed about weight loss, I think it is time to stop.

Hope you can get back on track soon! I am sure you can! I believe in you!