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It's Too Hard :( - February 3rd 2011, 02:13 AM

i barely ate for like 6 months of my life a few years ago and the weight just melted off of me. and even when i started to eat normal i kept my weight under control, only gaining back a tiny portion of what i had lost. but then last year i had a very controlling friend who basically forced fed me fast food almost every day. like shed get pissed at me if i didnt eat it with her. needless to say i gained everything back that i had lost. ive been more than depressed about this for a few months now and i tried other ways to loose weight and it didnt work. nothing else worked. i forced myself to go back to not eating. i feel in control of something in my life again. i like making my body suffer. i want to loose all the weight again just as easily as i did before. im so sick of seeing me in the mirror.
   
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Re: It's Too Hard :( - February 3rd 2011, 09:27 PM

I wanted to add this in. I dont think it was right for your friend to force you. your friend should have been more patient . I can see how that'd depress you a lot. I like to have control over something in my life too and i did go down that road you are going down. Its not easy i know, and i hate it too but it makes us feel so good when we loose the weight and stuff like that. But i'm here if you need to talk about anything or ask me anything . Maybe we could help eachother out? (:


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Re: It's Too Hard :( - February 4th 2011, 04:21 AM

hey kelly thanks. id really appreciate that. and yea that friend was a huge jerk to put it in nice words. we arent friends anymore because she literally controlled my entire life, who i talked to, when i hung out with ppl. all that stuff. i also quit cutting cold turkey because my parents found out and thats been really stressing me out because now i dont even have control over that ya know? its sad to say but i put myself back on the strict not alot of eating lifestyle and i love it. i feel in power when i turn down food and ignore hunger pains :/
   
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Re: It's Too Hard :( - February 5th 2011, 12:56 AM

I know that feeling and yourwelcome for the input! Maybe you could find a different way to cope?


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Re: It's Too Hard :( - February 5th 2011, 04:12 AM

idk. i did something really bad just now. but im gonna make another thread bout it
   
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Re: It's Too Hard :( - February 6th 2011, 08:59 PM

Awwh .... You can PM me if you need to talk.


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