conflicted

[ItalianBbae]

i havent been too hungry the past few days and when i try to not eat my friends get upset, like yesterday they almost forced me to eat so that i wouldnt skip dinner. the only problem is when i do eat i get the urge to puke for hours afterwards, and since i live at my school and theres only public bathrooms i cant puke, so now im left feeling disgusted and sick and i dont know what to do

[Revolution]

Hey there,

I would find ways to distract yourself after you eat. Surround yourself in friends, don't leave yourself alone feeling guilty. Also remember: You need to live to eat. This is not something that proves your weakness, food gives you strength. It's hard, I know, but remember, what you are doing is healthy.

Have you talked to anybody professional about your feelings towards food?

Feel free to talk to me whenever.

[ItalianBbae]

thanks . i havent really talked to anyone professional but i have been hanging out with friends after meals which has been helping

[Nomatophobia]

That's good you've found distraction in your friends! Keep it up!