A bit of an addiction
 

I am a male, I know some girls have it worse, but I crave sex very, very bad. I feel like no ones loves me, so I crave the sexual thrill. I think if I feel this thrill, I may feel loved. I may be completely wrong, but I have no friends, and I am on the verge of suicide. I'm not gay, but I do like talking and hanging out with girls more than guys. I grew up with a mom, and a sister. (no dad) So i'm not at "manly" as I should be, but I don't really care. I just wish someone would love me besides my sister and mother. I want to feel loved. Thank you for reading.

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Re: A bit of an addiction
 

Hi, Austin.
I just would like for you to know that you are always loved, no matter what there is always a soul out there that loves you.
It is normal for you to crave something because you have a lack for something else, which in this case for you is love. It is totally normal at your age to crave sexual thrill and I hope you find a partner that you truly love. :)

Re: A bit of an addiction
 

Hang in there, you will meet a nice girl. I mean girls love guys who aren't all " I am manly!", because guys like you are nicer and are not afraid to show that they have emotions ( that you human too). As for friend you might not of meet the right people yet, I mean I went a solid four YEARS with only "friends" that only said hi to me at school. But then I meet people who were similar to me, and we became friends, that hanged out after school and even on hoildays. Anyways the key to making friends is having things in common, like one of my close friends became my friend because we were both hated on by the same teacher for a whole year together!

Re: A bit of an addiction
 

Hang in there buddy, I waited all through high school to find someone. But when I did, she was worth it. Devote yourself to sports, school or something if you need to distract yourself. Just make it through each day loving yourself, and eventually things will turn in your favor.

Re: A bit of an addiction
 

Hi, I completely understand how you feel. When I'm down, I crave sex to take my mind off of cutting or scratching, which I have previously considered seriously. But in all honesty, if sex isn't distracting you from living a normal life (doing homework on a daily basis, seeing friends, eating dinner with your family), then you're okay in that situation.

In the case of being suicidal, I say talk to your mother and get help. I did that and tomorrow I'm seeing a therapist. Try to get better before you feel too trapped. Depression is scary, but I know for a fact that anyone can beat it if they find honest support. :)

Re: A bit of an addiction