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Name: Alice
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Gender: MtF Pre-op, and will be for a long time.
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Unhappy Urges... - March 2nd 2010, 03:52 PM

Yes, another post. I have been having extream urges to drink again... I've been having them sense I was admitted, and now it's getting unbarable. My older friends can drink and it's so tempting to ask them to get me some alcohol. but I can't, my mom would freak, friends would shun, and it's just ARGH!

I really need to drink, it's not even funny, I stopped myself from drinking becuse I knew after my 3rd time it was an issue, and that I was probably going to end up an alcoholic. So I haven't drank since summer or so. But it's killing me! I SO need a drink! I can't handle the stress at home, soon-to-be step-father fighting with my mom and sis almost daily, then trying to get me on his side, and just ARGH! My father use to always yell, shout, throw things, and physically hit me and my sis, and mom. So this goes right through me and I go silent and almost breakdown inside. I've cried so many times, it's nuts.

But all of this ALWAYS makes me need a smoke, but not so much now. Now it's mainly I NEED alcohol. It's not a want, it's a NEED, and it's getting imposible to ignore it.

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