Scared for myself..

[KatLane]

I haven't had a 24 hour period that I have been completely sober since november.. my friends have been getting on me lately that I need to stop drinking so much and everyday and like I kept telling them that it wasn't a problem yet.. that I was fine.. thought this week has been worse.. every morning when I wake up all I can think about is what I will be drinking in the day and two morning I have actually woken up and had a cocktail, I've been drinking alone and for like no reason, but i just feel like i need one.. well last night I was really drunk and I was planning on going out drinking tonight so I made a rule to myself that I wasn't allowed to have any drinks today until after 6 since I am going out tonight.. at like three today i got so sick feeling and my hands were shakey and I tried to eat and tried everything i could think of to make it go away and nothing helped.. so I made myself a drink and as soon as I finished it my hands stopped shaking and I felt better.. I'm scared and have no idea what to do... I think I have a problem now..

[SuperBrunetteCutie4Ever]

I'm sorry that this is happening to you I think the best thing to do is go to a rehab or at LEAST a detox place to help you get off of that stuff because as you already know, you are chemically dependent on it and that's the best chance you have. Good luck!

[Ngikhona]

I agree that you should probably go to get detoxed or to rehab. It's a scary thought, but at this point you probably do have a problem with alcohol, though only you can really determine if you do or not. It sounds like your friends are concerned about you, so they'll be good resources to help you with all this. If you want any more ideas, feel free to PM me, but it would take me ages to write them all out. I hope all is well.