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I can't adapt to my mother's "level". - August 2nd 2009, 12:38 AM

I'm 15, I'm already ready to move out, and live my dreams of joining the Marine Corp, I've always been called an "ass", "self-centerd", etc.
Which I am, because of the main reason, I don't care about anybody, I hate almost anybody I know, I could give two shits about their problems, or life, I could care less to take a persons life, which it all probably ties with my mother, somehow.

I hate all her boyfriends, I don't care about ANY of them, there was only one good one, which was my dad (Well, tech. ex-step-father, but he raised me since I was 2 years old). She divorced him when I was 10/11.
Now she dates complete assholes, I wouldn't mind killing in their sleep, but my time is needed elsewhere, my life's time isn't worth killing their patheticness. The big one was a man she dated for 3 years, and she finally kicked him out last summer, but now its this new, retarded, redneck, racist, cocky, ban-toned, asshole. With a two year old son, I wouldn't mind choking mind you.

He feeds her alchahol like its a fucking popsicle, he's a bad influence on anybody, he acts fucking retarded. He can't go anywhere without shouting/saying/whispering "Nigger", I mean seriously, how low, and self-centerd can you get.

I can already tell he will be an abuser, just looking at him scream his ass off at his son, for the smallest things, his two year old son, goes around hitting people constantly, which tells me he is copying someone (His dad).

Now after I just fucking met him, he's sleeping over tonight, FUCK my mom, I'll kill that bitch where she stands, I do things out of impulse, not thought.

My mom always makes the stupid excuse "He makes me happy", *shut the fuck up*. If retards make her happy, I hope she's a miserable whore, for the rest of her life.

So since my mom wants me to, SOOOO bad, how do I adapt to her "level", and just cope with her sleeping with every retarded man in the world?

She wants me to "live happy", and now hate everyone, and want to kill.

Why should I listen to her?
What gives her the right to overule my rights of my first amendment?
She doesn't have that capability.

Should it be smart for me to find another place to live, she is ignorant, so she can't bare my side of the story if I tried to talk to her, so don't suggest it.

I can't think of one place to live, but I'd perfer to live on the streets, or even a foster home, I don't care, I just want to get away from her.
   
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Re: I can't adapt to my mother's "level". - August 2nd 2009, 04:17 AM

You should keep in mind that she does love you, and wants the best for you. I think that distancing yourself is a good idea, but leaving for the streets isnt. do you think that you could stay with other family members for a while untill this blows over? or maybe with a friend? i moved out and stayed with my grandparents because of a simmilar situation, do you think maby that could work for you as well?


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Re: I can't adapt to my mother's "level". - August 2nd 2009, 05:22 AM

Well, possibly my aunt, but in all, I don't want to be a burden.
There doing it as we speak, in the room next to me, with a sleeping two year oldson in the room, I would love nothing more, then to kill her.
   
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