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i dont know where to turn... - January 9th 2010, 06:20 AM

I've hurt just about any person I've ever considered to be a close friend. I just finished my first semester of college. I made 4 amazing new friends, and tons of other ones but, those 4 ladies are people I'd pick to be in my wedding. I love them so much and they mean the world to me. But, I hurt them. I do it to everyone I get close with and I don't know why really. I've been depressed since I was like, 3. I used to cry my eyes out and my parents would as me what was wrong. I would explain that I was upst about the passing of my great grandmother, whom I've met twice. I was 3, and lying about why I was crying. Truthfully, I had no idea why I was crying, I just did. And the crying and the lies continued until it got out of control. I had lied to my friends and told them I was raped, never happened. After a strand of events, the police were involved. Now, I am up for felony charges- lying to the police is not a good thing. I told the police the same story I was telling my friends b/c I didn't want them to hate me. Well. Then my parents got involved. I opened up my mouth and just, let the world out. I told them everything and everything I ever lied about. Now, the police are mandating that I get phychiartic help and evaluations. I feel like my world is upside down. If this isn't enough. This isnt the first big lie I've ever told. I hurt this girl who was like a sister to me. I actually met her on this site. We became friends, then we became best friends. We knew eachother in and out. Or, so she thought. I made up this whole other side of myself because I was afraid to show the true me and have her be let down by how lame i truely am. Well. When I told her the truth, I pretty much lost her too. We talk breifly every now and then but, it will never be the same. Now, I am losing 4 other friends. I'm not sure if they will ever understand. I'm not sure if I will ever understand. I guess, just typing this has helped me sort out things in my mind but I would really appreciate any help or words of wisdom or just...anything really. I know I'm a horrible person for making up these lies, but I'm getting help and I want to change. I have admitted my problem to myself and to those closest to me. I need help.
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Re: i dont know where to turn... - January 10th 2010, 05:42 PM

yeahhhhh....thanks for the help guys....
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