Self-hate and loneliness

[Weird&Strange]

Hey all. Looks like I'm going to the movies alone today. My best friend is to absorbed in her own shit to deal with me right now. My mother is being the hateful bitch that she always is and my boyfriend is ignoring me again. What is wrong with me. Why do I surround myself with people who don't care about me? I love the people who hate me and I hate the people who love me. *sigh* I feel so lonely now, walking to the bus stop by myself. I hate myself for relying on these people and trusting them but . . . I don't have anybody else. Why do I have to live like this? When I feel this lonely I start to spiral into depression.

[lolly_x]

hun just to say i know how you feel with depression and loneliness i know its hard. x

[Staceyanne]

Hey, I really know how you feel. I dont get on with anyone, especially my family. I'm mostly alone a lot of the time, even to the point where I prefer to be alone then with a group of friends. So I can relate. You just gota stay in there and keep strong.
xxx

[Strider]

Hi Keanu,

It sounds tough, but do you think you could invite someone else to the movie? Maybe you could make up with someone who cared for you who you said you 'hated'. Or asked someone from school or something to hang out.
If you don't feel like it, that's fine, but in the long run you should find some people that care for you and want to spend more time with you.

Stay strong.
Nat.