TeenHelp
Support Forums Today's Posts

Get Advice Connect with TeenHelp Resources
HelpLINK Facebook     Twitter     Tumblr     Instagram    Hotlines    Safety Zone    Alternatives

You are not registered or have not logged in

Hello guest! (Not a guest? Log in above!)

As a guest on TeenHelp you are only able to use some of our site's features. By registering an account you will be able to enjoy unlimited access to our site, and will be able to:

  • Connect with thousands of teenagers worldwide by actively taking part in our Support Forums and Chat Room.
  • Find others with similar interests in our Social Groups.
  • Express yourself through our Blogs, Picture Albums and User Profiles.
  • And much much more!

Signing up is free, anonymous and will only take a few moments, so click here to register now!


Friends and Family Everyone has disagreements, even best friends and family. If you need advice about a relationship, ask us here.

Closed Thread
 
Thread Tools Search this Thread
  (#1 (permalink)) Old
there is hope. <3
Not a n00b
**
 
onlyfoolingmyself's Avatar
 
Age: 25
Gender: Female
Location: somewhere

Posts: 61
Join Date: February 2nd 2009

Unhappy is she kidding me? - February 2nd 2009, 03:18 PM

okay, so i have this big problem since 1 year one and i really feel that i can't take it anymore.
my best friend had a boyfriend, they broke up and suddenly she didn't talk to me. At first I thought this is only because she broke up with him. But after some weeks she still didn't talk to me. I asked my other friends what was wrong with her but no one could answer me. I felt like losing a friend again.
Then, around easter, I went to England with some other classmates (school exchange). She was allowed to so my best friend was so jealous! She ignored me after I came back. For months. When I tried to talk to her she just went with her new best friend.
Every night I lay awake and cried and cried and cried. I heard depressed songs but I was still optimistic! I really thought she would come to me and apologize for her behavior. Guess what? She didn't.
After some time, I was so sad and angry at myself. Maybe I did something to her? I wanted to know so I just called her.
I told her everything and she was like: oh yeah, i am so sorry! i don't know why i did this but i promise everything will be okay! our friendship is so strong...blah..blah..blah.
I belived her.
Stupid me.
It didn't get better. She ignored me again. After school I went to her and asked her again why she is doing this. Her answer was: I am not ignoring you.
Right. I am just invisible for you.
And now, she just hangs out with 'the cool ones' and her new best friend. she drinks beer now, put a lot of make up in her face (just like her new bf) and so on.. I know, people change but how can she do this to me? I am not a puppet which you can throw away. One week ago I talked to her again. She told me: You are the nicest person in the world and you are a true friend! I never want to lose you!
Oh yeah. Right. And I am freaking rich and famous.
Every time I see her I want to scream to her face: Are you freaking kidding me?
But unfortunately I am soooo optimistic that I still believe she will finally see how much she hurts me.
I can't even tell she's my friend and she is lying to me.. argh!
My other friends noticed that and feel pity for me.
Now I don't really know what to do anymore. I don't want to lose another friend (yep, that makes 4 including her).



And the worst part is
before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff.
And in the free fall
I will realise I'm better off
when I hit the bottom.


this is how we dance when they try to take us down.


I am not a robot!



Keep On Moving. Keep The Faith.
Live.
Laugh.
Love. <3
   
  (#2 (permalink)) Old
Member
Welcome me, I'm new!
*
 
ScarredByMemories's Avatar
 
Name: Mel
Age: 26
Gender: Female
Location: In a dark corner of my room

Posts: 15
Join Date: February 2nd 2009

Re: is she kidding me? - February 2nd 2009, 03:35 PM

I know this isnt an easy thing togo through. I have been going through the same thing recently. I found that if I move on and make new friends, my friend starts getting jealous and wants to be my friend again. Maybe it's the same with her? Maybe she wants to make herself feel important by ignoring you and making you feel bad?
I would suggest trying to make some new friends (not choosing any friend over any other friend, just having several friends which you can get on well with) and hopefully she'll see sense.
   
Closed Thread

Bookmarks

Tags
kidding

Thread Tools Search this Thread
Search this Thread:

Advanced Search

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Trackbacks are Off
Pingbacks are Off
Refbacks are Off




All material copyright 1998-2019, TeenHelp.
Terms | Legal | Privacy | Conduct | Complaints

Powered by vBulletin®.
Copyright ©2000-2019, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search engine optimization by vBSEO.
Theme developed in association with vBStyles.