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Unhappy gah i cant do this >.< - March 26th 2009, 01:41 AM

i really cant do this anymore, i cant deal with it

all my friends, anyone i get close to, leaves or dies

i cant cope with this, should i just stop caring, keep it to myself, anytime i start to talk i clam up and like push them away

online its a bit easier ive met some great people especially on here that really do help and make me smile, but its not the same.

i really need someone t fix this or just like well i dont know what i need but please can anyone help



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Re: gah i cant do this >.< - March 26th 2009, 01:52 AM

Hey,

I can totally relate to this. And what i do is what i'm going to tell you NOT to do. Do NOT keep it to yourself. Dont let yourself sink into the loneliness of that. You can't find a friend that you'll keep if you stop looking. Dont give up; i know it hurts but the alternative hurts more.

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Re: gah i cant do this >.< - March 26th 2009, 01:53 AM

Hey Saffi,

Dealing with death is very hard. No one wants their loved ones to die but it is something we have no control over. Don't let this keep you from making new friends and caring about people. If you isolate yourself like that then you will miss out on a lot of great opportunities to meet amazing people. It is okay to have friends online but real life friends can be just as fun. Have you ever considered going to therapy to help you deal with your grief? I am sorry for your loses. SUPER HUGS! If you ever need someone to talk to don't hesitate to PM me. I am never to busy to talk and I will do my best to help you any way I can. You aren't alone. I hope that you can learn to open up to people again and let someone in. There are a lot of great people out there. You are a great girl and anyone would be lucky to have you as a friend.

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Re: gah i cant do this >.< - March 26th 2009, 02:06 AM

but before when i kept it to myself, i was cutting maybe 6/7 times a day sometimes more, but i COULD keep the happy face, i COULD laugh and joke with friends without feeling guilty, because i KNEW it was fake, recently i have laughed and joked with friends but now its destroying me because i AM ACTUALLY having fun and enjoying it

im sorry im so sorry

thanks jessica
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fall in love or fall in hate
get inspired or be depressed
ace a test or flunk in class
speak the truth or lie and cheat
dance on tables or sit in silence
make babies or make art
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Re: gah i cant do this >.< - March 26th 2009, 02:08 AM

I don't understand.... having fun is a GOOD thing Saffi. Why are you having a hard time letting yourself enjoy yourself?



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Re: gah i cant do this >.< - March 26th 2009, 02:28 AM

because i havent asked him if i can

he will get angry if i ask because he hasnt offered

if that makes sense


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I am the type of girl who can watch tonnes of horror movies and ot flinch
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fall in love or fall in hate
get inspired or be depressed
ace a test or flunk in class
speak the truth or lie and cheat
dance on tables or sit in silence
make babies or make art
life is chaos
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breathe
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Re: gah i cant do this >.< - March 26th 2009, 02:31 AM

What haven't you asked who...why will he get angry? What is wrong Saffi? You can talk to us. We are here to listen if you want us to.



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Re: gah i cant do this >.< - March 26th 2009, 03:03 AM

i havent asked him, Michaela's dad (my abuser) he will get angry because he will think im being defiant and like yeah :cry:


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I am the type of girl who can watch tonnes of horror movies and ot flinch
but scream at the top of my lungs when toast pops out the toaster
fall in love or fall in hate
get inspired or be depressed
ace a test or flunk in class
speak the truth or lie and cheat
dance on tables or sit in silence
make babies or make art
life is chaos
embrace it
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breathe
...enjoy the ride
   
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