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Beloved angel - April 9th 2013, 03:28 PM

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We had an amazing story. The kind of story you only see in movies. We were dating for a few years, and there's no words to describe how much I loved him.

But he died one year ago. We don't even know how he died, even if we truely believe he killed himself. One day, his mother called me, and she told me those words I will never forget: "Alice, he is gone." (His mother used to call me Alice, which is the second part of my real name, Eden-Alice). She asked me a lot of questions, she wanted to know if I had some informations. He ran away from his home, with 500 euros.

We found his body a few months later.

His mother doesn't wants to talk to me since. I wasn't able to go to his funerals, and she didn't even tell me where is his grave.

I can't realize the boy who asked me out a few years ago is dead. I just can't realize he abandonned me. It's so painful to remember his body lying on the ground. It's so painful to realize our dreams will never come true.

I love him. I love him so much. Everybody stopped talking to me when they learned what hapened. They are scared. Scared to talk to the "girl-who-has-a-dead-boyfriend".

I just want him with me. I just want to hold him. I just want to kiss him. To tell him "I love you" one more time. I still remember our last conversation, and I can't realize it was our last.

I died with him.
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Re: Beloved angel - April 10th 2013, 07:03 PM

I am so very sorry for your loss, and my heart is filled with sorrow. I cant imagine what the feeling is like to lose a partner, however I do know what it's like to lose someone you love. I hope that if you feel like you need help, that you get it (via counseling or some other way). I want to let you know that I and everyone else here at TeenHelp are here for you if you ever need us.

Stay strong, my friend.

Best wishes,

I hope you know that you deserve it all. The best, the most honest, the most beautiful purest love in the world. Not only to be loved by others, but to be loved by yourself. To look in the mirror and think "Yes, I'm exactly who I want to be". To speak up and be proud of yourself. To be brave and open. You deserve the nicest and most caring people to walk into your life. You deserve it all, you know. The whole world...
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Re: Beloved angel - April 24th 2013, 08:44 PM


I'm really sorry to hear about your loss, it must be incredibly hard for you. Have you thought about seeking support through counselling? Or if not, maybe talk to a trusted family member or friend.

Also remember everyone on teenhelp is here if you need some support or need to talk

take care
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