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My mom was my bestfriend </3 She had a dumbass psychiatrist , who prescribed her with Prozac , but he didnt do weekly checkups like he was supposed to do. She got extremely suicidal and shot her self ! I miss her SOOOOOOOOO much!! She was the greatest person alive. When I tried to kill myself , I was hospitalized for a month and she was there every step of the way <3 Me and my dad have the worst relationship ever, and now im stuck with him every day. I just want her back <3 Everything has been getting worse ever since she died. I've been cutting worse , and I feel more depressed than ever. My bullying was not helping at all , I now have only 3 good friends. I lost everyone . And now my birthday is coming up and I have nearly no one to celebrate it with... It sometimes feels like my mom was the only one who really loved me. I just dont know what to do without her


the girl who always seemed unbreakble finally
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the girl who seemed strong
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the girl who always laughed
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the girl who never stopped trying finally
GAVE UP

she let her fake smile fade and as she did a tear rolled down her cheek and she whispered

' i can't do this anymore'
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Re: My mom killed herself </3 - July 2nd 2013, 08:10 PM

I know it was hard losing your mom like that, it's not easy to lose anyone, but it gets easier. Remember the times with your mom, things you did together. Don't think that just because she is gone no one loves you or that you do not have anyone there for you. You do, there are people that care about you. It will be okay, grieve, cry. Talk to someone, I know it's not easy but maybe with some help you can be okay again? Meath health appointments for me help sometimes, just someone to talk to helps.

I hope everything starts to look up for you, your mom is still watching over you.
   
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Re: My mom killed herself </3 - July 2nd 2013, 08:32 PM

I'm so so sorry for your loss
Please talk to someone, even on here, if you want to self harm,
The TH community loves you and cares about you very much,
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Re: My mom killed herself </3 - July 2nd 2013, 10:53 PM

Hey Indie,
I'm so sorry to here about your mom. I can't imagine what I would do if mom did that. If you need to vent I'm here for you.
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Re: My mom killed herself </3 - July 2nd 2013, 11:58 PM

I'm so sorry to hear about your mom. I can't even begin to imagine how hard that must be, and what you're going through. Losing a loved one is one of the most difficult things there is.
I know it's hard, but try to remember that everything WILL be all right eventually. It will take time, but someday everything will be okay.
If you ever want someone to talk to, I'm always here. Stay strong, okay?







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Re: My mom killed herself </3 - July 3rd 2013, 01:45 AM

Hi, Im Brittany.. Someone you can consider a friend.. You can message me anytime you need and i will always be here for you..

I really hate to hear about your loss.. And i really do hope things get better.. I can understand in some way of loosing someone you are close too.. I lost my uncle.. He had overdosed.. Sometimes in life, we dont realize how precious the things we have are until they are gone.. Not saying you took anything for granted.. But we never sit and think about what life would be without that person until its already happening.. I never met your mom but she sounds like she was an amazing person.. And i hope one day you can see that your mom wouldnt want you sad..

Im supposed to be taking some anti-depressiants.. My depression gets really bad sometimes.. But i learned a few things over the years that helped me out alot in those bad times.. Even with no friends to turn to, i had god.. I dont know how you feel about that but if u believe, that is always someone who hears your thoughts and concerns.. I know sometimes we believe we have no one, but u can turn to any of us here on TH.. We are all friends and only want to help the others around us..

When you start missing your mom.. Write her a letter.. Express your thoughts.. Even if some of them are angry.. You can keep them in a box or once you get finished writing it, read it aloud.. she can hear you.. then you can rip it up, burn it etc.. to me that help.. burning my letters i wrote.. after getting everything out and reading it out loud, i felt a little better each time.. and once i burned it, i felt even better.. because i felt that i was heard and i wanna get rid of those feelings..

when someone dies, we focus on life without them.. and how much it has changed.. we dwell on things we shouldnt.. when our main focus should be on reliving the good times.. all the smiles and all the laughter.. keeping their memory alive..

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Re: My mom killed herself </3 - July 4th 2013, 12:36 PM

Hey there, I'm so sorry to hear about this. If you ever need anyone to talk too feel free to PM me anytime!
   
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Re: My mom killed herself </3 - July 6th 2013, 07:21 AM

I'm really sorry to hear about your mum. I couldn't even begin to imagine what you are feeling! If you ever need someone to listen, my door is always open! Feel free to PM me!


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Re: My mom killed herself </3 - July 6th 2013, 09:01 AM

I’m so sorry for your loss honey=( I am here too if you need me, my inbox is always open. I’d be glad to be your friend if you would like. I’m Julia=) A family friend of ours, her father commited suicide too=( I have had friends attempt it too and its a horrible, horrible thing. I agree completely with what Brittany said about writing your mom a letter whenever you feel especially down or even when you just want to talk to her. It really does help, is very theraputic.


   
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Re: My mom killed herself </3 - July 8th 2013, 06:03 PM

I am so sorry for your loss, your story was so heart breaking it actually made me cry . However, you can't just give up like that. If you really love your mom you have to keep on going. Your Mom would love nothing more than to see that her little girl is a strong woman who can take on any challenge life throws at her. I am not trying to ridicule you here or say that your mom is not proud of you, I am just saying that you need to find the strength to perservere through life and make your mother proud that she has such a strong willed daughter . If you need to talk about it I am here, just PM me.

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Re: My mom killed herself </3 - July 14th 2013, 12:41 AM

I'm so sorry for your loss. Just remember that we're all here to support you, and we all want you to stay strong <3


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Re: My mom killed herself </3 - July 17th 2013, 08:34 PM

Thank you all so much for the support


the girl who always seemed unbreakble finally
BROKE
the girl who seemed strong
CRUMBLED
the girl who always laughed
CRIED
the girl who never stopped trying finally
GAVE UP

she let her fake smile fade and as she did a tear rolled down her cheek and she whispered

' i can't do this anymore'
   
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Re: My mom killed herself </3 - July 17th 2013, 10:20 PM

India, we are all here for you if you need us.
   
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Re: My mom killed herself </3 - July 17th 2013, 11:07 PM

im so sorry about your loss. if you ever need anythng than just pm me. i will always lission. stay strong


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