Triggering (Grieving): He's gone. And he's never coming back.

[OutcastDreamcatcher]

I can't even post this thing properly...

The boy I loved died on the 2nd of this month. He didn't even know how I felt about him. I was going to tell him..it was gonna be perfect..and didn't wanna mess it up..and then he just died, before anything else could happen.
And since then..it's like, I don't know what to do. I've been trying to distract myself, going out with family and friends..but oh god, I can't o it. I can't go on.
Nobody really understands. They think they do, but they don't.
And I don't want anybody around me right now. I just want to be left alone. Everything about living repels me now. I can't do anything right now.

I've faced so many deaths of so many close people in the past two years, I thought I knew what wallowing in sadness is like. But this is so much worse. I don't know what this is. I don't know what to believe in anymore.

How could he just go?

[Imagine]

Hey there,

I'm really really sorry for you loss. No i won't have the right things to say, i won't have the right things to make you feel better. But i will say that things will get better. I know its not what you want to hear. My Dad died 2 years ago, we were both in a car accident... he died inches away from me. It was the hardest thing in the world, for me. I know people said things that i didn't want to hear, or things that didn't make things better, and only worse. I just lost my Grandmother a month ago. I know i can't quite make things better. Give yourself time to grieve. Stay strong. For him.

I'm here if you ever need anyone to talk to.
♥

[Nicole!]

I am so sorry for your loss.

Death is one of the most painful things that we can experience. A good friend of mine commited suicide back in August. I was so upset and distant that my boyfriend broke up with me. Not a good time in my life. Things will get better however, I promise. It is still fresh in your mind, as it happened recently. But people die everyday, and sooner or later the pain will fade. I know it is hard, and you probably don't want to hear this, but you will learn to live without him. I know you loved him, and you never got the chance to say so, but life goes on. You will have several things that you will regret in this life, and this happens to be a major one. Try to keep yourself busy and just hang in there.

Good luck, and I really hope you feel better soon! <3

[Ally_Georgiiie]

sorry for your loss.
Thats what they call loving and lossing its one of the hardest parts of life. It will huant you and it will bring you down. But it will make you stronger. Anything that we go throw we go throw to get strong.Life sucks we all know that after thats why we're here (on teenhelp) nothing is worse then a death but nothing makes you stronger .
Ally

[strength_to_surrive_si]

Hey hunn I'm so sorry for ur lossm I know it can be hard I lost one of my besst guy friends I'm here for u

[OutcastDreamcatcher]

It's been over a month, and I have been trying to distract myself and keep myself engaged with other things. But oh my god, I can't do it. I just can't. I miss him with every breath..