March 26,2009

[kid_fr0zt]

So My Cousins Death Alejandro Is Coming Up Soon On March 26..
He Died Right In Front Of My Eyes and In My Arms At Exactly 5:21 p.m
I Hate This Day.. Not Because I Didnt Like The Day Its Just Because Everytime This Day Comes Up Or Even When I Have To Celebrate His Birthday Alone It Just Brings A Day Of Sadness and Pain and Darkness With No Joy Or Happiness.
Im Making This Day Sound So Bad When Its A Good Day To Remember Those Memories You Had With Him..
But The Main Thing Is He Left Me Behind But Not Only Me But His Gang, Girlfriend, Family, and Friends But I Alejandro Was Always A Main Person In My Life He Was Like My Other Half.
He Taught Me Everything He Taught Me About Life and How To Fight and How To Keep My Wall Up He Taught Me How To Be The Kid I Am Today.
If I Didnt Meet Him.
Then I Would Have Became The Total Opposite Of The Real Araceli and Would Probally Have No Friends Like I Do Today..
I Just Need Some Help Or Advice How To Have A Happy Time On His Death Date Please..?

[I Miss You]

i would say this...

think of the good times you had with him..im sure he is looking down on you..and he would want you to celabrate his life...

*hugs araceli really tight and doesnt let go*

u can always pm me when you feel the need to talk

hope this helps:
Drew

[--.redpanda.--]

Death is hard for all of us. It makes it harder when it before your eyes and in your arms. I pray that you will be fine. I can't know exactly how you feel, but I can give you my sympathies and best regards.