I thought I was over it

[meranda]

Two years ago my friend died in a car accident. she just turned 18 four days before and i had regrets. we never went to see Harry Potter 7 and harry potter was our thing. we got in a fight like a week before and never made up and i thought i was moving on then at the school i remembered everything and feel awful.

[Reverie.]

Meranda,

I'm so sorry to hear this. Death's awful, and having regrets makes it worse. I'm sure though, that if you were good enough friends, she would have forgiven you. Not going to see a movie is tiny comapred to the amount of laughs and memories the two of you would have had before that, remember that. I know you probably feel terrible over the fight, but I'm sure that your friend would be more interested in you being happy now, and not regretting the fact you never made up. I understand why you feel this way, and it's perfectly fine, but you can't let it take over you. Make sure you keep living fully and smiling, because the past is the past. If you're sorry now, even though you can't physically tell her that, it's better than never being sorry at all.

If you ever want to talk, feel free to PM me at any time and I'll be happy to listen and help as best I can. Chin up, you can do this.

Keep smiling.
- Hollie.