Nov.7.2010

[Lexabutt]

It Never Really Hit Me What Death & Grieving Felt Like Until Nov. Seventh 2010 . This Is The Date My Seventeen Year Old Friend Died . People In My Family & People I`ve Known Have Died , But I Never Really Felt The Pain . But With My Friend , Its Like Half Of Me Died With Him . He Was Very Helpful . He Had A Positive Influence In Many People's Lives. He Had Problems With His Kidneys When He Was Born & They Started To Get Worse As He Got Older. The Hospital Told Us He Would Have Made It , But The Doctor Operated On Him With A Dirty Utinsel & He Contracted Another Diease In The Process . The Hardest Part About My Friends Death Is That , The Last Time I Saw Him [ In The ICU of The Hospital ] All I Could Do Was Cry. I Tried To Talk To Him , But The Sight Was Something I Never Had Seen Before. Everyone Around Here Is Always Writing On His Fbook Wall & Saying How Much They Love & Miss Him , But While HE Was In The Hospital , Nobody Came Exept Me & A Few Others . It Hurts My Heart To Know That I Couldn`t Say Goodbye Or I Love You .. Just Tears That Really Couldnt Do Anything About The Situation . I Know God Makes No Mistakes , But I Just Want To Know WHY MY Friend .. ? Why Not Someone Elses ? I Just Don`t Get It .. Rest In Peace BbyBoy <3

[Michaela *heartbroken*]

I am so sorry to hear abouty your friend.
I know what it feels like to lose a close friend, I lost my best friend to cancer three years ago and the grief has never gone away.
You are not alone. If you need to talk you can PM me anytime or you can get my email address off my profile if you use msn.
Everyone on here is here to support you <3