She Was My Best Friend.

[VampAnxiety14]

I'm fine, I really am. Believe me; even if I've been happier, I've been more sad before. But I lost her just two days ago. TWO. She was my best friend and the only one who cared throughout the years. Charlotte, I miss you. You were my everything and you still are. You see your grave, Charlotte? You see those flowers? Roses; I got your favorite. The food? I know you can't resist those oranges. I even made you fresh brownies. The cards? To let you know how much I miss you. The pillow and blanket? It's so you don't get too cold. The clothes? I know how much you loved that outfit I wore a few years ago; the blue shirt that said "CHILL" with a penguin below it, those skinny jeans that made it seem like I had giraffe legs, the shoes that made me seem like a giant, that necklace that you gave me that day I wore that outfit. You see the book there? It's so you won't be bored and it's your favorite, Charlotte. Cassandra was your favorite author. I bought it just for you - it even has her signature. You see me there almost always? I care. And I want you to come back. I promise, Charlotte, I will never leave you. I'll die at your grave - and I'll be happy. I'll be with you again.

I won't have to miss you then, good Charlotte, because I'll be with you. I miss you Charlotte. Please come back.

[Leo]

I know how you feel, losing someone close to you is never easy. I lost my best friend to suicide when we were only 11. It's hard and it takes time. But things to get better. I promise

[Reverie.]

Hey Dyana,

I'm so so sorry to hear you lose your best friend, who obviously meant the world to you. Death is sad no matter who it is that has passed, but losing someone who means so much to you and has had such an impact on your life is going to hit you like a tonne of bricks and hurt. There's nothing you can really do about that. It's going to be hard to come to terms with the loss of her, but I promise you, it will be okay. You'll never stop missing her, and I don't think you ever really recover from a passing, but lfie doesn't need to come to a stand still. She wouldn't want it to, so keep going. Everything will be okay. There are plenty of people you can talk to if this is hard, and they will help you through it. Lean on the people around you and let them support you, they'll understand what you're going through and make it easier on you. And of course, I'm here if you want to PM me at all. I'll be happy to help you through this in any way I can.

Take care and keep smiling,
Hollie.