ughughgh i need help

[maddi3xx]

because i just don't know what i want anymore; i don't even know if this belongs in this thread. but i'll rant anyways.

i am 16 and live with a girl i went to school with when we were 10. i will not call her my 'friend' because we barely speak although we live together. and i am supposed to be moving in with my brother who is 25, in another city, at the end of this month. i was set to go except i hate that him and his girlfriend who also lives with him fight constantly.

now, i dont live with my parents for two reasons. one, because my mom lives in nova scotia and i only see her twice a year, and two because my father and i don't get along well and he lives with people that he's known his whole life, whom i also don't get along with.

today he told me that his boss offered him a raise and offered to pay for a first&last payment on a house or apartment if i agreed to stay in this city and move in with him. and i have no idea what i want to do.

i wanted to move and start over in another place, with new people, and try something different. i have other friends in this other place, its where i was born, and i'd be going to school with my cousin. but now that i have the option i don't know if i want to leave the city i'm in. i am torn between two places that hold my heart. and i have no clue what to do.

i'm supposed to go register at my new school thursday night.
hooray for having two days to decide where i want to live.

[eunoia]

Hey there, Maddie.

I'm really sorry, I seem to be epically late to the party. D= Since it's been five days since you posted this thread, I guess you've already had to decide what to do. I'm sorry no one responded to your thread sooner, and I hope you're feeling well.

In the end, what did you decide to do? How are you feeling about your decision? I hope you're well. Please take care, and let me know if you need anything.

[BrittanyBoo]

Oh wow,
this is..ouch..
well, what did you deiced to do??
sorry no one else said anything :/