I don't belong here :(

[Dark Horse]

(Not sure if this is the right place to put this, but anyway)
Okay. So my parents have never exactly had money. Now I'm not saying I'm not thankful for what I have, I apprieciate everything in my life and never take it for granted. It's just that I feel so claustraphobic and frustrated because I've never been out of Alabama. Seriously. I haven't. And I don't feel like this is where I'm meant to be. I just don't belong here. I am dyyyying to go to Britain, not really for a holiday, but to experience the everyday life there But I know I'll probably never be able to go, unless I get rich when I'm older or something lol....What makes it worse is that my friend goes there every year and she knows I'm desperate to go, but still she boasts about how great it it and how she gets to go all the time (kinda pisses me off). Anyway....not expecting much :|