Song/Quote of the day!

[iambatman]

"Does it even make a difference? When I'm sober I feel pain. 'Cause we run under the stars through cemetery backyards. Celebrate the way the night hides the scars... Burst into flames! Scream in the dark! I'm gonna light up this place and die in beautiful stars! What if these demons keep falling from the sky? Sometimes I love the way you swing in the flame and everything inside! Separate me from my own two hands. I've killed so many times. But I can't save the world from the creatures that don't die..."
~Props and Mayhem~

"Constant recovery. I see you choke and it takes my breath away. When all is good we close our eyes. They all accept the lie. So bury what you want outside. Brother, promise you won't leave it. I know you're tortured within. Your eyes look hungry again. But I'll never wander, my friend. Will somebody believe in this suicide? Am I the only one who thinks you should stay alive? Oh, I became the train as you backed up on the ropes. To arm yourself and lie."
~Tangled In The Great Escape~

[Kintsukuroi.]

I'm breaking free from these memories
Gotta let it go, just let it go
I've said goodbye
Set it all on fire
Gotta let it go, just let it go

[Pein]

"I am angry. I am not where I want to be. I have so much to grow in my life. I don’t have so much fucking time. Why would I give today up? I am angry. I want it all, man. I wanna more than that. How you are going to get? I am willing to work for it. I work harder, harder and harder."
-Greg Plitt

It's almost unbearable, isn't it¦ the pain of being all alone. I know that feeling, I've been there, in that dark and lonely place, but now there are others, other people who mean a lot to me. I care more about them than I do myself, and I won't let anyone hurt them. They saved me from myself, they rescued me from my loneliness, they were the first to accept me as who I am. They're my friends.
-Naruto.

[Despair...]

Kid Cudi- Just What I Am

Let me tell you bout my month y'all
Endless shopping I had a ball,
I had to ball for therapy, my shrink don't think that helps at all, whatever
That man ain't wearing these leather pants
I diagnose my damn self, these damn pills ain't working fam'
In my spare time, punching walls fucking up my hand
I know that shit sound super cray, but if you had my life you'd understand
But I can't fold, some poor soul got it way worse
We're all troubled, in a world of trouble
It's scary to have a kid walk this Earth
I'm what you made God
Fuck yes I'm so odd
Thinking 'bout all my old friends
Who weren't my friends all along
Hm, when it rains it pours
Whiskey bottles on the sinks and floors
Everyday the first things a chore
Amidst a dream with no exit doors

[hocus pocus]

Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me.

[Storyteller.]

if you're livin', if you're breathin'
you got something to say.
and you know if your heart is beatin'
you got something to say.

[Pein]

the pain of being alone........ the feeling you are not needed by anyone.........its out of this world....

[blurryface]

blood money, blood money
how do you afford this ring that i love, honey?
"just another shift at the drug company"
he doesn't think i'm that fucking dumb, does he?

[obelus]

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye,
Not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any sins,
I had no idea of the state we were in.

The state you were in. I'm sorry.

[Pein]

[nothereanymore]

tragically, I now must accept the penance I have earned

[Pein]

[Astrophile.]

Do you love me
Like I love you
Or am I standing still
Beneath a darkened sky

[Kintsukuroi.]

Searching for a sign in the night even like a lonely string of lights
That'll burn just long enough for you to see it
The road's been long and lonely and you feel like giving up
There's more to this than just the breath you're breathing

So keep on climbing, though the ground might shake
Just keep on reaching though the limb might break
We've come this far, don't you be scared now
'Cause you can learn to fly on the way down

[Pein]

[hocus pocus]

My OCD's conking me in the head
Keep knocking, nobody's home, I'm sleepwalking
I'm just relaying what the voice in my head's saying
Don't shoot the messenger, I'm just friends with the

I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy

[Storyteller.]

my past has tasted bitter
for years now
so i wield an iron fist
grace is just weakness
or so i've been told
i've been cold
i've been merciless
but the blood on my hands
scares me to death
maybe i'm waking up today

[Pein]

[Kintsukuroi.]

I've lost your thousand silent screams
I'm coming down this brutal mountain
I'm ready here to try again
Standing in the light from the darkness
And all my life and all my time
And all the hurting and all the working
It somehow made me stronger in the end
It's unbroken, unbroken, unbroken
It's unbroken, unbroken, unbroken

And all my life and all this time
And all the prayin' and all the meeting
And all the beating, it somehow makes us better in the end

[Pein]

The loneliest people are the kindest, The saddest people are smile the brightest, The most damaged people are the wisest, All because they don't wish to see anyone else suffer the way they did.

[blurryface]

they call me cry baby, cry baby

but i don't fuckin care

[Mismatched Socks]

Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone,
I've never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time

When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home,
Why does it feel so alone?
So tell me, darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time

(Owl City - The Saltwater Room)

[Calaer]

"They pray that I remember who I am … because I, like you, am a child of God, and He has sent me here. I testify [that] … no matter how alone we feel, God will not forsake us.”

[Eternal]

I'll give you one more time
We'll give you one more fight
Said one more line
Be a riot, cause I know you

Well, now that you've got your gun
It's much harder now the police have come
Now I'll shoot him if it's what you ask
But if you just take off your mask
You'd find out everything's gone wrong.

[Storyteller.]

we fell this time
with a dying grace
though we're malleable beings
not enough, it seems

[Mismatched Socks]

Just have a little patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop.

Just hold me close inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions.

'Cause I
Need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience.

I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend.

I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me.

--

(Take That - Patience)

[Kintsukuroi.]

I've been trying to let it go but it hangs over me
Couldn't stand to let it show, couldn't let you see.
All my demons come and go, I want to set them free.
The same old story's getting old,
It's time to feel the beat.
If you're tired of feeling down, getting lost and getting found
Doesn't have to be this way, turn it around.

[obelus]

I know I’m often told
That there’s a pot of gold
But I don’t see no fucking rainbow
And my coffee’s cold
I know I should be grateful
I know I’m good and able
But I don’t have the strength
To get up from the kitchen table.

[LifeTheRonWay]

"Almost hear you sigh" - Rolling Stones

[Kintsukuroi.]

I've been sleepwalking, been wandering all night
Trying to take what's lost and broke and make it right
I've been sleepwalking too close to the fire
But it's the only place that I can hold you tight
In this burning house

[Ennui.]

And I can be lonely here
And I can be lonely anywhere
Yes I can be lonely here
And I can be lonely...

[Calaer]

"The past is behind, learn from it. The future is ahead, prepare for it. The present is here, live it." -Thomas S. Monson.

[blurryface]

i'm nuts baby i'm mad
the craziest friend that you've ever had
you think i'm psycho, you think i'm gone
tell the psychiatrist something is wrong
over the bend, entirely bonkers
you like me best when i'm off my rocker
tell you a secret, i'm not alarmed
so what if i'm crazy? all the best people are

[Storyteller.]

all i want is to find myself in anyone
and i wonder if you're having fun
in that empty space where we used to talk

[Calaer]

Doctrine and Covenants 112:10

'Be thou humble; and the Lord thy God shall lead thee by the hand, and give thee answer to thy prayers'

[Eternal]

Castles in the sand
Money in your hand
And all I have to do
Is stay away from you

[Eternal]

I'm in love with a dying man
I have done everything I can

[Calaer]

My song for the day is Watsky- Strong as an oak.

[Pein]

you have been chosen
you have always been awake
seek and it shall be found
nothing will be achieved without time and tenacity
question and it shall be earned
look,listen,learn,brothers and sisters
continue your search
reject hatred, embrace love

[Kintsukuroi.]

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you'd only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to