Song/Quote of the day!

[Calaer]

"The Spirit always speaks, but it is up to us to actually listen and not just listen for what we want to hear."

[Clarent]

"I remember when there used to be colors all over,
and I could wake up and barely open my eyes,
Having a simple mind,
Feeling so euphoric,
Not knowing what later lurks in my lifetime,
Wanting to stay in this moment always,
Now my days are fading every time i blink,
Foreseeing images,
Flashing in my head,
Violent voices,
Wanting me dead,
Opened eyes start to burn now,
The sun is just too much
And when I close them the darkness engulfs me"

Eh, screw it. The entire Cause of Death : Life. Propably gonna be my theme today.

[Eternal]

Ask me if I’m happy
I don’t know
If it is a place we need to go
Ask me if I’m happy
I don’t care
Maybe I’d be happy if you disappear

[Storyteller.]

over and over, track on repeat:
there's something wrong with me.

[Calaer]

And I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
And I'll use you as a focal point
So I don't lose sight of what I want
And I've moved further than I thought I could
But I missed you more than I thought I would
And I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind

And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me
[2x]

And I'll use you as a makeshift gauge
Of how much to give and how much to take
Oh I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind

Oh and I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me

And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me
[3x]

Amber Run- I Found

[Elision]

We are such stuff as dreams are made of, and our little life is rounded with a sleep
The Tempest, William Shakespeare

[Clarent]

Yell at me, I want to
Be your light that shines
But now the ground is shaking, and I might fall
I wish that I could say
I wish that I could be your
Evil in a closet

[Stormblade]

So no one told you life was gonna be this way *clapclapclapclap*
Your job's a joke, you're broke; your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year, but

I'll be there for you (when the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you (like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you ('cause you're there for me toooooo)

[Clarent]

The great truth is there isn't one
And it only gets worse since that conclusion
The irony of being an extension to nothing
And the force of inertia is now a vital factor

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

[Storyteller.]

Control what you can.
Confront what you can't.
And always remember
how lucky you are
to have yourself.

[Calaer]

"Now and then, it is wise to pause your pursuit of happiness and just be happy. Right now. As is."

I have no idea who said this. I found if posted on a billboard at church, and I like it. Sometimes, I find myself always working towards some goal that I think is going to give me this happiness I'm searching for, and that's all I'm invested in, that goal. I forget to take a step back, breathe, and look around at all the things that are making me happy in the 'here and now.'

[Clarent]

I feel the fear takes hold
Afraid this hell I create is my own
Calm my franticness, I can't take it anymore,
This used to be my own world,
But now I've lost control

from Delight and Angers by In Flames (A Sense of Purpose album)

[obelus]

You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone

Please come back home
Please come back home

[Calaer]

I'm not sure if I can pick a specific song, but It's totally a One Direction and Fall Out Boy day today.

[Storyteller.]

& if the heat comes
close enough
to b u r n
then we'll
play
with
f i r e

[Clarent]

Some Kind of Monster...

[Storyteller.]

and look into your heart, pretty baby:
is it aching with some nameless need?

[Clarent]

Dead End by In Flames

[Chloe.exe]

Self destruction is such a pretty, little thing ~Asking Alexandria

May death never stop you ~My chemical romance

Sometimes to stay alive you've got to kill your mind ~Twenty one pilots

Reality is such a lovely place but i wouldn't want to live there ~ Owl city

Go to hell and tell the devil, i'm not that far behind ~Sleeping with sirens

How stubborn are the scars when they won't fade away, or just a gentle reminder that now are better days ~Asking Alexandria

I roam the city in a shopping cart, a pack of camels and a smoke alarm ~Panic! at the disco

Hold my heart its beating for you anyway ~ Pierce the veil

~~~~~~~~THE BEST UNTIL LAST: ~~~~~~~~

'I think therefore i am' ~Descartes

[Ambedo.]

Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too
And I'm always tired, but never of you

[Clarent]

Scream your lungs out
Wait for laughter
You don't have to wait forever
It's the next disaster!

Dead End by In Flames

[Calaer]

"He will take upon him the pains and the sickness of his people." Alma 7:11

[Storyteller.]

she's at the edge of the world
she's there standing alone
she's the l o n e l i e s t girl
and now she finally feels
like she's coming home

[Calaer]

"The perfect love of your Father in Heaven will never change." -Richard G Scott.

[Clarent]

Don't want to live in a dream one more day.

[Eternal]

Forty days and counting
I'm going to sleep when
I wake up there will be
Thirty nine more days left

When I fall asleep I feel you with me
Until I fall asleep and you are with me

[Nightblood.]

"You were right, about all of it. You were right. This is a place where horrible things happen. You were right to go - you're probably escaping disaster. Look at me, I practically grew up here. And you're right, it's hurt me in ways I'll probably never get over. I have a lot of memories of people, people I've lost forever, but I have a lot of other memories too. This is the place where I fell in love. The place where I found my family. This is where I learned to be a doctor, where I learned to take responsibility for someone else's life. And it's the place I met you so I figure this place has given me as much as it has taken from me. I've lived here as much as I've survived here, it just depends on how I look at it. I'm gonna choose to look at it that way and remember you that way."

[Clarent]

God hates us all.

[Dawn.]

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding to tightly, afraid to lose control
Because everything you thought I would be
Is falling about, right in front of you.

[Calaer]

"Therefore, continue your journey and let your hearts rejoice; for behold, and lo, I am with you even unto the end.' D&C 100:12

[Clarent]

Take This Life by In Flames

[Storyteller.]

and i don't think i want to take
the same road that you're on;
it can't be worth
the way you hurt.

[Dawn.]

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me,
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take.

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

And I know
I may end up failing too.
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)

[Calaer]

"Smile: This small action can help those who are overwhelmed or burdened." ~Hugo Montoya

[blurryface]

you'd think, how did i get here, sitting next to you?
and after all i've said, please don't forget -- watch it

[daisy_jam]

heathens by tøp

[Clarent]

Madhouse by Anthrax

[Storyteller.]

Pick my brain.
Pick your poison.
If I’m to blame, then I ain't the only one.
If I’m on the offense, well, I’m not sorry.

[Eternal]

I can't stand the habit
Hide, 'cause you just can't have it
Lie and maybe you'll find
It's come to its end
And now I'm sick of it

You're getting sick of this life
Facing the truth
Chasing the lies you live by
Won't be something new to you

I haven't spoke of bad times
I have no use
Erase the memories
It's something I must do