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[IfItHurtsThisMuch]

One day I woke up
I woke up knowing
Today is the day I will die
Cash Dogg was barking
Went to the park
And enjoyed it one last time
I called my mother
Told her I loved her
And I begged her not to cry
I wrote a letter
I said I'd miss her
And I signed that good bye

You know the happiest day of my life
I swear the happiest day of my life
Is the day that I die

[Eternal]

We’ve planted a seed, an ever growing wonder to a beautiful tree.
Grow.
Each branch outstretched and different from the last.
Where the old have broken, some easier than the last.
The right ones have grown in to fill in the gaps.
And all are equal in love and trust.
And all are a part of something so much bigger than this.
Through the trials our tongues are tied, to trying times, so many unsaid lines.
Our lives were over at so many moments, so many.
And now they’re all just beginning.

I have never been so consumed and I have never loved it more.
To be devoted to letting all see what it is to live in the love of others.
To live in the love of my brothers.
And spilling back all that anyone has ever spilled for me.
To show that to those who have never seen.

Four years ago we planted a seed.
Found that foundation that we need.
Strived for the perfect balance, to show love and show compassion.
And our vision for this world will not die when we are dead.
My future started with the first note I ever played.
The first note that was ever sang.
When we started living with purpose and writing with meaning.
This is what we were made for.
Every day I live this future.

[Obliviate]

I'm trying but I'm failing
Sinking instead of Sailing

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

It's raining, it's pouring
The old man is snoring
He went to bed & bumped his head
& He couldn't get up in the morning

[Ambedo.]

I was the one who let you go.
I never told you that I loved you.
I couldn't promise anything
The way you needed me to.
Oh, my heart was never really there.
So, why should I care?
Why should I care?
I just do.

"Letting go is hard. Holding onto something that isn't there is even harder."

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

"Broken" by Lifehouse
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting but I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name, I find meaning

The broken locks were a warning, you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, is there healing
In your name, I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you throw my way
& I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be okay

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

[forfrosne]

Souvenirs sustain life.
Souvenirs of flesh and bone.
Waste them all for wealth and gain.
When the time comes you'll know.

Machinery dredge the sea,
and all that's left is memory.

All the time they lie to me, they suffocate.
All the time they're suffering.
When will it end?

It breaks my heart to watch,
as we rip this world we have apart.

Kill for pleasure.
Seven wonders of our history.
Endless pleasure.
Satisfaction is reality.
Careful pleasure.
Seven wonders of our history.
Endless pleasure.

Machinery dredge the sea,
and all that's left is memory.

No!

Machinery bled the sea.
You protect this misery.
Sacrifice no sacrifice.

Machinery dredge the sea.
All that's left is memory.

All the time they lie to me they suffocate.
All the time they're suffering.
So when will it end?

[Obliviate]

Tell me that it's worth it
Cause I'm doing all I can to fight it

[Eternal]

"I've come here as a man in shambles—worn out from begging on my knees.
Please, I'm just trying to keep my family together.
Now, when you saw you're lover wore a ring around her finger, why didn't you stop?

I have half a mind to make you hurt, to make you bleed, to make you suffer.
I swear, if you've touched her—oh, heaven,
Forgive what I would do to you, you monster.
And think about your children?
They'll never believe what you've done.

Listen, I'm begging you, back off.
Let me rebuild all the things that you shattered.

But always is always and always is valueless.
I wish I'd never heard her speak a word.

And I hope you see us—your wife and your children
And I— buried in the wreckage of your crime,
While you're laying down your sins,
Softly leaning in to kiss your guilt goodnight."
She is mine.
You stole her, somehow tricked her but
We'll survive. We will. She loves me dearly—you'll see.
You are blind. She loves me dearly.

He finally paused to take a breath
Then looked down—it felt like staring into hell.
The man was seated in a chair before him, silent,
A statue framed in pain and flesh. He thought,
"Oh, what more can I say to sway him? To make this statue speak?
I swear he's made of stone and I am barely stirring up a breeze."

And after waiting in the silence, finally turned around to leave.
Broken and barely through the doorway,
Breathing slowly, beating hard, he heard him speak:
"I guess love's a funny thing—the way it fades away without a warning.
It doesn't ask to be excused.
And when it's gone—oh, it's gone—and it ain't ever comin' back.
There is nothing you can do to save it,
To make it breathe the way it did when you were sliding on the ring.
Trust me: It's gone for good.

Now there is nothing you can do to stop me.
She is happy when she is with me and I am finally alive. I'm sorry."

[Lumos.]

"How the hell does a broken heart get back together when its torn apart? Teach itself to start, beating again, ba ba ba ba."

[Storyteller.]

You would not believe your eyes
if ten million fireflies
lit up the world as I fell asleep.

'Cause they'd fill the open air
and leave teardrops everywhere;
you'd think me rude
but I would just stand and stare.

I'd like to make myself believe
that planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
awake when I'm asleep,
'cause everything is never as it seems.

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
from ten thousand lightning bugs
as they tried to teach me how to dance.

A foxtrot above my head,
a sock hop beneath my bed,
a disco ball is just hanging by a thread.

I'd like to make myself believe
that planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
awake when I'm asleep,
'cause everything is never as it seems.
When I fall asleep...

Leave my door open just a crack,
(Please take me away from here.)
'cause I feel like such an insomniac.
(Please take me away from here.)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here.)
when I'm far too tired to fall asleep?

To ten million fireflies,
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes.
I got misty eyes as they said farewell.

But I'll know where several are,
if my dreams get real bizarre,
'cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar...

I'd like to make myself believe
that planet earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
awake when I'm asleep,
because my dreams are bursting at the seams.

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

& You can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive

[Palmolive]

I don't work for free,
Please take care of me,
This is a message from my heart,
The most devoted body part,
Taking blood and making art.
This is a message from your heart.

[Palmolive]

When everything feels like the movies,
You bleed just to know you're alive.
And I don't want the world to see me,
cause I don't think that they'll understand.
I just want you to know who I am.

[Obliviate]

One more day down these stairs
His room is cold now and it hurts like hell
He holds tight, he stares
It’s almost over and it’s running through his head
They don’t know me, they don’t know more than I show

[craz33me]

Don't You Remember- Adele

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any seams,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When will I see you again?

[Eternal]

And somewhere you cut me out.
Fall in love to rinse your mouth,
But it doesn’t bother me at all.

I have tried hard to stay hopeful in the moments
They cut ropes to set you free.
I have always tried to point the finger elsewhere.
This time it points to me.

But it doesn’t bother me at all.

Each chance to lock arms, to lie long in locked eyes
And I failed to let go, to cut ties with my life.
But I’m torn, and reborn, see I died when you left.
But each word since that day was your name from my chest.

I am afraid.
But it doesn’t bother me at all.

[Storyteller.]

Waking up I see that everything is okay -
the first time in my life and now it's so great.
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed.
I think about the little things that make life great.

I wouldn't change a thing about it.
This is the best feeling.

This innocence is brilliant;
I hope that it will stay.
This moment is perfect -
please don't go away.
I need you now,
and I'll hold on to it,
don't you let it pass you by.

I found a place so safe, not a single tear.
The first time in my life and now it's so clear.
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here.
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere...

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming.
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling.
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry.
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming.
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling.
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry.

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

'Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

[Always_Yours]

I don't owe you anything
You'll only die of dreams forgotten.
I've got my pride so hear me sing
I'll never let you steal my coffin.
Black Veil Brides - Coffin

[Obliviate]

Every story must grow old

[craz33me]

Some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
While we don't know when
But time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[x2]

Picture, you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
To steady your hand

You can never say never
While we don't know when
Time, time, time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[x2]

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[x4]

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

I'm forever yours
Faithfully

[Palmolive]

Don't break me, I bruise easily
The source of both your love and misery
I am steady beating endlessly
While you are dozing
Dreaming pretty things
I don't work for free
Please take care of me

This is a message from your heart
Your most devoted body part
Taking blood and making art
This is a message from your heart
Pounding away into the dark
You could thank me for a start
This is a message from your heart

Don't hurt me, I bleed constantly
My effort to leave me blood flow back swiftly
My rhythm soothing like rain drops steady
On foggy windows when you gaze outwardly
I don't work for free
Please take care of me

This is a message from your heart
Your most devoted body part
Taking blood and making art
This is a message from your heart
Pounding away into the dark
You could thank me for a start
This is a message from your heart
This is a message from your heart

Every time you sleep
Every time you eat
Every time you laugh
This is a message from your heart
Your most devoted body part
Taking blood and making art
Every time you cry
This is a message from your heart
Pounding away into the dark
You could thank me for a start
This is a message from your heart
Every time you love
This is a message from your heart

This is a message from your heart

[Ambedo.]

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

[Palmolive]

It's a very very
mad world.

[Storyteller.]

I can't undo what I have done.
I can't un-say what I have said.
Can’t take it back, it’s a little late, now.
I didn’t mean to hurt you baby, in any way.

All I wanna do is walk away
‘cause I don’t wanna lie to you.
Something in your eyes says “Please don’t go”,
but I just wanna walk away.
‘Cause if I stay I’m gonna end up hurting you,
and I don’t wanna break your heart, baby.

It doesn’t matter what I’ll say.
It doesn’t matter what I’ll do.
Can’t make it right, even though I want to.
I’m not gonna say that we’re okay.
I don’t wanna lie.

I should’ve told you long ago
what was going on.
I should’ve told you that my feelings were
not that strong...

I’ll say goodbye because I,
because I care.
I wish I knew what I’m supposed to do.
I wish that I could be there for you,
to ease the pain...

[Obliviate]

Telling myself I could be strong,
Or some such brave bullshit

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

"Given Up" by Linkin Park
Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
& No one cares

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

God
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

[Storyteller.]

... we carved our names.
We'll live forever.
We'll die together.
Hold your head up in shame;
it's okay to try.
Don't be afraid to cry.

[Spellbound]

I thought I knew what love was, but I didn't have a clue
I've never found anything that makes me feel like I do about you

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

"Everything I'm Not" by the Veronicas

Oh no, don't go changing

That's what you told me from the start
Thought you where something different
That's when it all just fell apart
Like you're so perfect
& I can't measure up
Well I'm not perfect
Just all messed up

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you & me
'Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
'Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

It's not like I need somebody
Telling me where I should go at night
Don't worry you'll find somebody
Someone to tell how to live their life
Cause your so perfect
& No one measures up
Yeah all by yourself
You're all messed up

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you & me
'Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
'Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

Now wait a minute
Because of you
I never knew all the things that I had
Hey don't you get it
I'm not going anywhere with you tonight
'Cause this is my life

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you & me
'Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
'Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you & me
'Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
'Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

[blurryface]

Oh, I am unbroken
I'm choking on this ecstasy
Unbreak me, unchain me
I need another chance to live
<3

[Storyteller.]

Suffering from something
we're not sure of in a world
there is no cure for.
These lives we live
test negative for happiness.
Flat line, no pulse, but eyes open.
Single file like soldiers on a mission.
If there's no war outside our heads
why are we losing?

I don't ask for much;
truth be told I'd settle
for a life less frightening,
a life less frightening.

I don't ask for much;
truth be told I'd settle
for a life less frightening,
a life less frightening.

Hang me out to dry;
I'm soaking
with the sins of knowing
what's gone wrong
but doing nothing.
I still run.
Time again I have
found myself stuttering,
foundations pulled out from under me.
This breath is wasted on them all.
Will someone answer me?
...

Is there a God tonight
up in the sky,
or is it empty just like me?
A place where we can hide
out from the night,
where you are all I see.
(Where you are all I see.)
So blow a kiss goodbye
then close your eyes.
Tell me what you see.
(Tell me what you see.)
A lifetime spent inside
this dream of mine
where you are all I see.

[Jovial.]

While everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it, I'm not in it to win it
And there's a thousand ways you can skin it

My feet have been on the floor flat like an idle singer
Remember winger, I digress
I confess you are the best thing in my life

But I'm afraid when I hear stories about a husband and wife
There's no happy endings, no Henry Lee
But you are the greatest thing about me

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever

And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together

Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

Took a loan on a house I own
Can't be a queen bee without a bee throne
I wanna buy you everything except cologne 'cause it's poison

We can travel to Spain where the rain falls
Mainly on the plain side and sing
'Cause it is we can laugh, we can sing
Have ten kids and give them everything

Hold our cell phones up in the air
And just be glad that we made it here alive
On a spinning ball in the middle of space
I love you from your toes to your face

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever

And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together

Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

You can move in, I won't ask where you've been
'Cause everybody has a past
When we're older we'll do it all over again

When everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it, I'm not in it to win it
I'm in it for you

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
Then the rest is just whenever

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better

And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together

Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
& I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
& I don't feel right when you're gone away

[Eternal]

I can't feel my senses
I just feel the cold
All colors seem to fade away
I can't reach my soul

I would stop running
If knew there was a chance
It tears me apart to sacrifice it all
But I'm forced to let go

Tell me I'm frozen but what can I do?
Can't tell the reasons, I did it for you
When lies turn into truth, I sacrificed for you
You say that I'm frozen but what can I do?

You won't forgive me
But I know, you'll be all right
It tears me apart that you will never know
But I have to let go

Everything will slip way
Shattered pieces will remain
When memories fade into emptiness
Only time will tell its tale, if it all has been in vain

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

'Cause this love is all I got
Closer than this light, so help me God
'Cause I don't want to watch you cry for the hundredth time
Oh please, not that again
Oh God

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

"So Far Away" by Staind
This is my life
It's not what it was before
All these feelings I've shared
& These are my dreams
That I'd never lived before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping

Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
& All of mistakes one life can take
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
& I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive & I'm not ashamed
To be the person that I am today

These are my words
That I've never said before
I think I'm doing okay
& This is the smile
That I've never shown before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping

Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
& All of mistakes one life can take
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
& I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive & I'm not ashamed
To be the person that I am today

I'm so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don't shake me

Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
& All of mistakes one life can take
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
& I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive & I'm not ashamed
To be the person that I am today

[Coffee.]

Lost myself in an endless goodnight
Kept the time by the patterns of the streetlight
Couldn't get it right
I could never get it right
Sadly, this is a wasted conversation
Lost on you, lost on you
This is a test of my patience
(Your blue eyes are so cruel)
I can't escape all the things we've said
I've takin years off my life with the weight of regret
Now there's nothing left
There is nothing left to lose

Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I've tried
To be alright
To sleep at night
Shouldn't I feel alive?

The night fades with a breath of sunshine
I'll do my best to adjust to the morning light
I cant keep my place
Feels like I've been awake for days
Sadly, you turn away and now I'm faced
With the harsh truth, the harsh truth
My cold heart is a place where true love cannot bloom

Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I've tried
To be alright
To sleep at night
Shouldn't I feel alive?

There's static on the airwaves
I'll try to find the light through all this haze
I can't find the words that I'm trying to say
So try to forget me as I walk away

Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I've tried
To be alright
To sleep at night

Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I've tried
To be alright
To sleep at night
Shouldn't I feel alive?