Song/Quote of the day!

[Storyteller.]

Are you a predator? Are you a huntress?
Are you just a girl?
Or are you some sort of bird?
Some bird turned lioness?

[Laurasaurus]

You think you're lost,
But you're not lost on your own,
You're not alone.

I hope you know somebody loves you.

[Eternal]

The thought of losing you is not an option
The thought of losing you never was

[hocus pocus]

Speak of the devil

Look who just walked into the room

The guilt invaded notion

Of someone I once knew

[Eternal]

It almost feels like a joke to play out the part
When you are not the starring role in someone else's heart
You know I'd rather work alone, than play a supporting role
If I can't get the starring role.

[Rivière]

Why can't you ease my pain?
The king laid down the crown.
Do you see the tempting demon?
His grinning makes him frown.

He tried to find the strength he needs,
To calm the doubtless of his belief,
As darkness falls, the waves roll by,
He's not afraid to die.

[mindflower]

6 a.m., day after Christmas
I throw some clothes on in the dark
The smell of cold
Car seat is freezing
The world is sleeping
I am numb
Up the stairs to the apartment
She is balled up on the couch
Her mom and dad went down to Charlotte
They're not home to find us out
And we drive
Now that I have found someone
I'm feeling more alone
Than I ever have before

They call her name at 7:30
I pace around the parking lot
Then I walk down to buy her flowers
And sell some gifts that I got
Can't you see
It's not me you're dying for
Now she's feeling more alone
Than she ever has before

As weeks went by
It showed that she was not fine
They told me, "Son, it's time to tell the truth"
And she broke down, and I broke down
'Cause I was tired of lying
Driving back to her apartment
For the moment we're alone
But she's alone
And I'm alone
And now I know it

She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
Off the coast and I'm headed nowhere
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly

[blurryface]

Originally Posted by Radioactive.

Don't believe them, don't... believe what they say
You and I both know that's insane
Do you want me still?
Cause I'm feeling like I'm starved for something real...

Don't leave this place
Even if Carolina is so f a r... away.

i hate this song bc of you omg

~

i've been through and seen a lot
been at the bottom and the top
we're on borrowed time
but time isn't enough.
i'm just trying to be the best me i can be.
when i fall down, it's just me and the ground
I AM NO KING. I HAVE NO THRONE.

[hocus pocus]

You know that I could use somebody..

[......nobody]

I don't care, I love it.
I don't care.

You're on a different road, I'm in the Milky Way
You want me down on earth, but I am up in space
You're so damn hard to please, we gotta kill this switch

[Eternal]

We think too big
We think our self is one whole thing
And we claim that this collection
Has a name and is a being
But deep inside
When every cell divides
It sets upon the rule that states
Self-interest is divine

[hocus pocus]

I'll follow you down,
Through the eye of the storm
Don't worry, I'll keep you warm
I'll follow you down,
While we're passing through space
I don't care if we fall from grace
I'll follow you down

[Laurasaurus]

Can feel the love that radiates
Illuminating what I know is true,
All will be well.

And a mess is still a moment I can seize until I know,
That all will be well.
Even though sometimes this is hard to tell,
And the fight is just as frustrating as hell,
All will be well.

Even after all the promises you’ve broken to yourself
All will be well.
You can ask me how but only time will tell.

Keep it up and don’t give up,
And chase your dreams and you will find,
All in time.

[Storyteller.]

We've got grace for cheap.

[mindflower]

Mom, I know I let you down
And though you say the days are happy
Why is the power off, and I'm fucked up?
And, Mom, I know he's not around
But don't you place the blame on me
As you pour yourself another drink, yeah.

I guess we are who we are
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
Maybe we took this too far

I went in headfirst
Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in what verse
My mom probably got it the worst
The brunt of it, but as stubborn as we are
Did I take it too far?
"Cleaning Out My Closet" and all them other songs
But regardless I don't hate you 'cause, Ma,
You're still beautiful to me, 'cause you're my mom
Though far be it from you to be calm, our house was Vietnam
Desert Storm and both of us put together can form an atomic bomb equivalent to Chemical warfare
And forever we can drag this on and on
But, agree to disagree
That gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me
You're kicking me out? It's 15 degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave)
Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each other's goats
Why we always at each other's throats?
Especially when dad, he fucked us both
We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope)
Further away it drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings
Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road
And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the load
Then Nate got taken away by the state at eight years old,
And that's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable
And to this day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but

'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I hate it though
'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grand babies grow
But I'm sorry, Mama, for "Cleaning Out My Closet", at the time I was angry
Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to take it though,
'cause now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes
That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio
And I think of Nathan being placed in a home
And all the medicine you fed us
And how I just wanted you to taste your own,
But now the medications taken over
And your mental state's deteriorating slow
And I'm way too old to cry, the shit is painful though
But, Ma, I forgive you, so does Nathan, yo
All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us both
Foster care, that cross you bear, few may be as heavy as yours
But I love you, Debbie Mathers, oh, what a tangled web we have,
'cause one thing I never asked was
Where the fuck my deadbeat dad was
Fuck it, I guess he had trouble keeping up with every address
But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and desert cactus
Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas
Someone ever moved them from me? That you coulda bet your asses
If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them
And although one has only met their grandma once
You pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers
Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, hugged you
And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness come over me
As we pulled off to go our separate paths,
And I saw your headlights as I looked back
And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad
So, Mom, please accept this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet
I guess I had to get this off my chest,
I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead
The stewardess said to fasten my seatbelt, I guess we're crashing
So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you from afar
'Cause you're my Ma

I want a new life (start over)
One without a cause (clean slate)
So I'm coming home tonight (yeah)
Well, no matter what the cost
And if the plane goes down
Or if the crew can't wake me up
Well, just know that I'm alright
I was not afraid to die
Oh, even if there's songs to sing
Well, my children will carry me
Just know that I'm alright
I was not afraid to die
Because I put my faith in my little girls
So I never say, "Goodbye, cruel world."
Just know that I'm alright
I am not afraid to die

I want a new life

[blurryface]

caught out cold
hiding from you in a skin so old
i'll come clean
everyone everywhere knows it's me

and if i recover
will you be my comfort?
or it can be over
and we can just leave it here
so pick any number
choose any color
i've got the answer
open the envelope

i'll give you one more chance
say we can change or part ways
and you take what you need
and you don't need me
i'll give you one more chance
say we can change our old ways
and you take what you need
and you know you don't need me

blow by blow
honest in every way i know
you appeared to face a decision
i know you feared

[nothereanymore]

and I don't even know what kind of things I said
my mouth kept moving and my mind went - dead

[hocus pocus]

It's got,
little white crosses,
like angels in the yard
Maybe I'll,
stop on in

[Kindred]

How am I gunna be an optimist about this?

[Storyteller.]

Consider this:
I was once okay with giving up.

[hocus pocus]

Say something, I'm giving up on you!

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

"It is during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light."

~Aristotle Onassis

[Azure.]

Have you ever been alone in a crowded room?

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

I can't remember
The last time I've seen my own eyes
Or the color of my skin
Do you know what it's like
to feel ugly all the time?

[hocus pocus]

If you could only save me

I'm drowning in the waters of myself.

[Azure.]

I don’t know how to forgive myself for everything

[nothereanymore]

I would be lying if I said that things would never get rough
and all this cliché motivation, it could never be enough.
I could stand here all night trying to convince you,
but what good would that do?
My offer stands and
you
must
choose

All right, you win, but I only give you one night
to prove yourself to be better than my attempt at flight.
I swear to God if you hurt me, I will leap...
I will toss myself from these very cliffs and
you'll never see it coming.

Settle, precious, I know what you're going through...
because 10 minutes before you got here...
I was gonna jump too.

We all flirt with the tiniest notion
of self-conclusion in one simplified motion...

[Storyteller.]

anyone can dream through the night
but only some can dream with eyes wide.
there lies the fight inside,
it resides in everyone.
they will proclaim you a fool
and it reminds you to do
anything and everything to prove them a liar.

[hocus pocus]

I just want you to know who I am.

[Azure.]

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

[Taylah]

Anything Three Days Grace
I like the new song by them.
But
When nothing you say is heard
And nobody cares if you hurt
I know how it seems, when nothing but screams
But take it from me, its not the end

Or something like that

Crowded hallways are the loneliest places
For outcasts and rebels
Or anyone who just dares to be different
And you've been trying for so long
To find out where your place is
But in their narrow minds
There's no room for anyone who dares to do something different
Oh, but listen for a minute

Trust the one
Who's been where you are wishing all it was
Was sticks and stones
Those words cut deep but they don't mean you're all alone
And you're not invisible
Hear me out,
There's so much more to life than what you're feeling now
Someday you'll look back on all these days
And all this pain is gonna be invisible
Oh, invisible

So your confidence is quiet
To them quiet looks like weakness
But you don't have to fight it
'Cause you're strong enough to win without a war
Every heart has a rhythm
Let yours beat out so loudly
That everyone can hear it
Yeah, I promise you don't need to hide it anymore
Oh, and never be afraid of doing something different
Dare to be something more

Trust the one
Who's been where you are wishing all it was
Was sticks and stones
Yeah, the words cut deep but they don't mean you're all alone
And you're not invisible
Hear me out,
There's so much more of this life than what you're feeling now
And someday you'll look back on all these days
And all this pain is gonna be invisible

These labels that they give you
just 'cause they don't understand
If you look past this moment
You'll see you've got a friend
Waving a flag for who you are
And all you're gonna do
Yeah, so here's to you
And here's to anyone who's ever felt invisible

Yeah, and you're not invisible
Hear me out,
There's so much more to life than what you're feeling now
And someday you'll look back on all these days
And all this pain is gonna be invisible
It'll be invisible

[Azure.]

Now I've gone crazy, couldn't you tell?
I threw stones at the stars, but the whole sky fell

[hocus pocus]

My shadow is the only one that walks beside me

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

Nothing's alright, nothing is fine

[hocus pocus]

When everything feels like the movies

Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive

[Storyteller.]

and all we are is a bittersweet sundown,
a little bit love and a little bit let down.

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony

[Azure.]

I took a walk around the world
To ease my troubled mind
I left my body lying somewhere
In the sands of time
But I watched the world float
To the dark side of the moon

[hocus pocus]

We're smiling but we're close to tears