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Good Days! Great days are always worth celebrating, so share your good times with us here!
Re: I'm happy today because... -
September 18th 2016, 12:46 AM
My family and friends are absolute perfection. I know the ones who haven't turned their backs are the people I need around me and I'm so grateful they can help me get through this.
I've got an updated academic diary, I've taken notes for my first proper lecture, the lecturer was great and is my dissertation supervisor for the year, AND i've already emailed him to introduce myself and I'm meeting him this week!
Productive day, and I'm super ecited for the year. Aiming high!
I had a nice night with a nice guy. He seems like the nicest guy I've met so far. Honest and humble and considerate and polite and GENTLEMANLY (@ God, THANK YOU) and very very cute and affectionate and passionate. And good at sex. Sue me. I hope he's as good a person as I think he is and I hope I don't fuck this up.
Edit: It's been a REALLY long time since I could post in this thread. I've had reasons to be happy on any given day in the last two and a half months but to recognize it, hold onto it, share it, and put it above what upsets me is unprecedented in my recovery so far.
I've been looking after myself better, and taking charge of difficult situations. I've also been productive today and hope to be back on TeenHelp tomorrow (though it may be a while before I do my profile again, but at least I'll be back!)
Re: I'm happy today because... -
October 9th 2016, 03:22 AM
I got to babysit my favorite girls today
I got a new coloring book
I get to see my girlfriend tomorrow
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: I'm happy today because... -
October 9th 2016, 05:40 AM
It hurt to hear him cry but he was being honest when he said he loves me and didn't want to lose me. Aside from hearing him cry, that feels really good.
When I woke up I had no energy to cope with today, but I've been to uni, cleaned my room and the kitchen, I have a solid plan for my dissertation, I've caught up on all the work I've missed the past week, and I feel motivated again at last.
Sometimes doing things even when you really don't feel like you can is just what you need to do!
Nana got a lovely final send off, and although it really isnt a happy time, she'd be happy to be with her parents now. Not only that, but we had a lovely laugh carrying out a final wish she probably meant as a joke, but nonetheless, as we always try to, we made the best of a bad situation.
So so proud of my family and I'm grateful beyond belief for them right now. They're absolutely wonderful.
I had an amazing day, got to talk to my friends way more then I usually do.
I gotta say, one of the best days ever.
And then on Friday there's a party at my school and I'll be able to see them there as well and it'll be so much fun!
Last edited by ihavetodoalotofwaiting; October 27th 2016 at 12:48 AM.