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Good Days! Great days are always worth celebrating, so share your good times with us here!
I saw my best friend on Saturday after missing her so much!!
Get to go home after school to have a nice bath and see my boyfriend!!
Cheesy mash for dinner!! Or pizza... if I want it.
And she turns up the music, to drown out her life.
22/12/2014 was the last date I self-harmed. The longest I have gone so far is 1 year, 2 months and 5 days. This time, I hope I can give up! New record: 1 year 6 months! Yay!!
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
last nite= first night I've felt actually good.
Around 9:00pm I went outside and started drawing.
I drew a stargazer lily, me and my guyfriend in a bed (heehee) with the lyrics to "Fix You" on the side, me and my best friend naked and doing something sexual, a jellyfish with a quote from "seven pounds" on the side, an eye, a person in fetal position, and two hands with plants all over them.
It was so nice outside, and soon it got dark. My family all went inside but I stayed out. Actually, no, I went inside, put on a really pretty flowy dress, got some oreos and oil pastels, and went back outside. I colored the pictures under the stars. I felt pretty. I felt good.
I texted my guyfriend and told him that I felt happy and free. I started doing cartwheels around my yard and then swung really high on the swings. I spun arounjd and sang and watched the stars and felt really really free.
I cried happy tears and I didn't feel so worthless.
I stayed outside until maybe midnight, texting him and just feeling unstoppable :')
"Ignore the ramblings of the ignorant, and step on or over their crumpled bodies as you make your way to the top of the mountain. Eat upon their flesh for fuel, and, through your determination and will, banish them to obscurity and a life of complacency and self righteousness that is the hell in which they live"
Just been happy today, and i got my computer back!
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
I got my yearbook and i had a lot of people sign it. I feel like i have friends.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die