No Lies Just Love

[stopthebleeding14]

I sat on facebook today and realized i hadnt been on here in a very long time, so i decided to pop in and read my previous threads. Although there were not many they all tell of a very dark and depressed time. Even though I am still fighting this battle I am happy to say I have the upper hand more then not. It still catches me when I am weak and vulnerable but those days have been coming less and less. Tomorrow is November 11th 2010 and it will be 16 months selfharm free, and last week I celebrated my 10 months of being sober! I am very excited about this although I know I wouldnt have been able to do it without my family and my amazing girlfriend. She has been there through the roughest of times although not as my girlfriend but as my bestfriend, she has held me more times while I was breaking then anyone and I thank her every chance I get, she is my soulmate bestfriend and we just got engaged! Life is finally beautiful to me and i love every minute of it, I know its hard I have been there but I also know it is beautiful and worth every fight. If you have taken the time to read this THANK YOU!!! and if you still find yourself feeling hopeless please feel free to p.m me i love to help.