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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Then politics doesn't care about you either. Truth. You've got to make your voice heard, if you want to be listened to. But that's too logical for some people, so let me go a step further. Not making your voice heard, leaves other people free to hijack it by speaking on your behalf, even if they don't actually give a shit about you. That's politics. So, make your voice heard. That's not a quote from anywhere. That's just me.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
I guess it's gonna take you and I going in circles before we find our way back to each other.
I love you and just like you haven't for so long, I'm not giving up now. And you better not either.
So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.
Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."
What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you. What's so good about picking up the pieces?
CRY. Massive Spider just crawled across my blanket while I was sitting in bed. I tried to kill it and it crawled farther down my blanket and so I threw my blanket on the floor and stomped on it and smashed it with a bin. No clue if Spider is dead because I left the room after that. IT WAS HUGE. Since when do we have huge spiders like that in the house. The couch feels so comfortable tonight. ;-;
You know, mom...i'd appreciate it if you started caring for damn minute about me and what's going on. You weren't the only one effected by what happen!
I am perfectly imperfect, beautiful in my flaws, chaotic, fearless...a beautiful disaster.
I do have friends, thank you very much . . . what do you think I'm doing hanging out with them? Sigh . . . just because I'm homeschooled doesn't mean I'm a loser with no friends. I have friends. I have a life. I'm not a loser. Sighhhhhh
Its SO difficult being the freak.
I just CAN'T take it anymore.
I CAN'T!!!
These are supposed to be our best years
I can't handle anything, I can't be strong.
What's the point? Of anything?
.....“You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.”.....
I feel guilty for not being sad on a day like this. I only feel a tiny bit low.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Since when does it take over 2 hours to cut your grass with a riding mower and why is that person screaming and threatening that child?!
If I don't hear from you soon I am calling and nagging you, I shouldn't have to do this. It's your responsibility to charge me for and give me my room assignment.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
You always start these unnecessary arguments. And what do you get out of then, other than the opportunity to roar at me? And you know you're in the wrong. And so does Dad, he only sides with you because he's passive and scared of you.
I can't wait to get out of here when I'm going to university. But, hey, I'll probably still be stuck with you. "Why should you go to UCC or UCD when you can go to the shithole down the road and we can control your life for another few years?" You know I can't even get the degree I want there, but that doesn't mean anything to you, as long as you're still in control of me.
I'm fucking done with fucking people and my-fucking-self.
Just so fucking done.
If only I wouldn't be lonely to be on my own.
But it's my own fault I piss people off anyway. I can't blame them. It's just in my nature to complain too much enough about things that shouldn't be complained about.
Done.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
I can't see how two nutcases like my mother and father could have given birth to a perfectly normal, sane child like...oh, wait, never mind, it makes sense how I'm their son, given the way my life has turned out.
Misread a prereq which means either my housing comes through and I go through hell this summer or I'm completely screwed. I know you hate when we do what I keep having to do with the scheduling, but it's your fault I have to do it, so DON'T get on my ass for it, BLAME HOUSING instead.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Edit: That reminds me... mom please stop treating me younger than my sister, please stop judging and making fun of me. Dad, I don't know why we always fight, what cause us to be such enemy.