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November 22nd 2014, 06:33 AM
You people are so...
I moved back while
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Upside down
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Afraid of the dark
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I'm drowning there,
my final chase.
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November 22nd 2014, 04:31 PM
I'll never be good enough. So fucking worthless and unimportant.
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November 22nd 2014, 08:12 PM
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November 22nd 2014, 08:20 PM
STOP FUCKING TOUCHING ME
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November 22nd 2014, 08:22 PM
Yes, I'm still frustrated over it.
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November 22nd 2014, 11:54 PM
My tears are unable to stop...
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November 23rd 2014, 12:10 AM
When I told you I would fight for this I meant it.
I have a right to it
It doesn't cost me anything but time
I have good arguments (without making it seem like I blame you) I still do, at least for your part of it, but I'm obviously not going to say that
Even if everyone says it's a lost cause, I have to know I did everything I possibly could to make it work before I walk away
And if I don't get it because you sent it to the wrong address, guess who's fault it is? It says that all official business correspondence comes to this address so if I don't get it by the time I should, it's not my fault and if you screw me in a way that makes it impossible for me to at least try an appeal because of the break, that just proves your character.
I wish just ONE person would support me in at least trying an appeal, but I understand why no one does.
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November 23rd 2014, 05:38 AM
You know what? You don't have to.
GET THE FUCK OUT!
I moved back while
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Upside down
closer to the end.
Afraid of the dark
within future times.
I'm drowning there,
my final chase.
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November 23rd 2014, 05:46 AM
Ugh! My stomach hurts!
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November 23rd 2014, 08:34 AM
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November 23rd 2014, 04:25 PM
Why show niceness in the beginning only to show your true colors later. I should have known its fake, from the start. There's a limit to where a person can take, you have crossed the limit but you don't seem to realize that. You fucking seem to have forgotten that I have feelings, that I am a human being. You are so engrossed in yourself that you fail to see you are hurting me..
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November 23rd 2014, 07:27 PM
This was my absolute worst nightmare, but I can't say I didn't see it coming. I want to believe that I at least have a small chance to win this, I'm praying for a miracle and I wish I had ONE person who still believed it was possible.
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November 23rd 2014, 11:02 PM
I hate my little brother.
I literally hate him. The only compassion I have for him is the same compassion I'd have for an idiotic, rude, disrespectful perfect stranger. I don't particularly love him.
You think I'm a bad person for thinking this? Yeah, well: Anyone who yells in my face and pushes me, I hate.
And now he's playing my piano. Sitting in there, playing my piano. I can't tell anyone what happened, because if I did, no one would believe me.
Next time, I'll just shove him right down those stairs, and not give a damn.
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November 24th 2014, 06:40 AM
Why do people have to treat me so bad just because I'm being myself and leading my own way?
I moved back while
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Upside down
closer to the end.
Afraid of the dark
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I'm drowning there,
my final chase.
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November 24th 2014, 08:18 AM
Gah! Period cramps. They are just becoming unbearable. 
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November 24th 2014, 04:57 PM
So freaking unmotivated.
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November 24th 2014, 09:42 PM
Your letter doesn't arrive when it's supposed to and I'M the unprofessional one?!
I have to decide whether fighting it is worth it. I would LOVE to know how everyone flipped from saying that removing me was "overkill" to saying that fighting a dismissal would be a "lost cause" Even if I win do I want to go back? I want the career, not the system that comes with it, but I have learned why fighting the system is a bad idea.
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November 25th 2014, 02:52 PM
Why don't you even understand me? Why are you so fucking selfish!
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November 25th 2014, 03:18 PM
I am fat, I know I am. I am worthless. I am pushing people away and it's helping me clear my mind, clear my mind of reasons to stay.
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November 26th 2014, 02:32 AM
Yes, I'm freaking frustrated. I have stepped it up these last couple of weeks and you have hardly thanked me for my efforts. Then one day I don't do the dishes by five p.m. and suddenly I'm not helping out enough? Don't pull out the "we talked about this in therapy" card with me; I've been doing my part, considering how much of the time I've been here. Besides, it's not like I was sitting on my ass all day. I was out all day, then came back and immediately started working on homework. I took a break for a shower and a game of WWF and that's it. So, you know, that was just hurtful. It's not always my responsibility to clean up after everyone. So don't hold that "therapy" shit over me. Dishes not getting done one day of the week by the time you'd prefer them done (I was going to do them anyway later) doesn't mean I'm not helping.
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November 26th 2014, 02:47 AM
When I say I can't do this, I mean it. I don't want to come out of a program like that, but I was so close that I'd give anything just to finish it. I'm not going to contact you, that would be creepy and lets not forget that you turned on me, but I need someone to make this okay.
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November 26th 2014, 03:13 PM
Why the hell am I feeling like this?
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November 26th 2014, 03:20 PM
I've felt so sick all day. Worked my ass off on an essay to get an E.. My mum tells me i'm stupid before this and teachers look at me as if they don't understand how I even got into sixthform. I don't either. I just want to run away.
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November 27th 2014, 01:36 AM
I hate this so fucking much. I should be fucking okay.
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November 27th 2014, 04:16 AM
so sick of people having power over me
shake it like a polaroid picture
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November 27th 2014, 05:04 AM
This is going to ruin everything. Every fucking thing I worked to build, every fucking thing!
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November 27th 2014, 06:25 PM
I'm torn between saying that I deserve to still be there and to go back and saying that if you're going to "gatekeep'" me, you should've done it 2 years ago before the end collapsed my entire life.
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November 28th 2014, 12:14 AM
Was it really necessary to announce how much butter you probably ate today? Don't you think that could ruin someone's day? Because it sure as hell ruined my recovery focussed mood that I had. 
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November 28th 2014, 02:07 AM
Great, I've fucking triggered myself...
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November 28th 2014, 09:09 AM
So you just screwed everything up and now I don't care. Don't ask me to be back to normal, I can never be the same with you.
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November 28th 2014, 08:22 PM
I'm well aware of the evidence against me except for the email I never got a copy of. Your account is missing big pieces. Even if you don't take me back (and I'm not expecting you to) I want to tell my side of things. And accusing me of THAT after everything you put me through! You never even mentioned it to me and then it took you over a MONTH to decide that it had happened, what the hell.
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November 28th 2014, 11:29 PM
I'm such a failure.I deserve to be suffering and alone.
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November 29th 2014, 01:17 PM
If you had just told me what was wrong, maybe it would have been easier to help you. You tell me to guess, gah! Okay.
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November 29th 2014, 01:22 PM
Keep it going this way. Quality as fuck.
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November 30th 2014, 09:40 AM
You changed. NOT MY FAULT! Don't expect me to be normal now.
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December 2nd 2014, 03:17 AM
Was that really necessary? Really?
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December 2nd 2014, 03:57 AM
Now I know what everybody was trying to prevent by telling me not to do this. The good thing is that my side will finally get heard. The bad news is that I don't have bullet-proof arguments and I don't know if this is worth it considering that I know I'll lose without a miracle.
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December 2nd 2014, 10:43 PM
You were my first love and why are you coming back if you just want to hurt me? Then you say I look anorexic lol nice going
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December 3rd 2014, 03:22 AM
I don't want to sleep, I'll see things that'll come...
As if I'm always fearing something might kill me.
Just fucking hallucinations, I'm growing ever so weak lately...
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December 4th 2014, 02:18 AM
Why?! Why did it have to be today, of all days?!
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