Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[Forging Galaxies]

I fucking hate murderers, baby killers, rapers and abusers...

They are the scum of the earth and they all deserve to die.

I'm tired of hearing damn stories of a girl being raped, a baby killed by some goddamn evil psycho.

All I know for fucking sure, I'm a servant to Justice. I'm not gonna stand by and just let it happen.

In order to create a damn, fucking peaceful society full of good people, you rid the filth that plagues within this society. These monsters are even in plain sight...

Monsters deserve to die...

EDIT: I keep saying 'damn' wtf? gonna change that

[Calaer]

I hate lint.

What. The actual. Fuck. Do you KNOW what I went through to get there on time? I got three and a half hours of sleep. I rushed out the door after barely eating anything. I waited for a bus that was over fifteen minutes late, cutting it really close to when I would have to be there. I walked/ran a mile in the rain with a bad ankle; I nearly sprained it again on the way there. I made it in the door with only a couple of minutes to spare. And then you tell me "I'm sorry, we overbooked; you can go home now." Are you fucking KIDDING me? I mean, at least you paid me for my time, but still. I GUARANTEE you I worked harder than the rest of those guys to get there on time, why did I have to leave? I wasn't even the last one to arrive! I almost feel like it was incredibly sexist, because I was the only girl there. Maybe it would have fucked with your demographics or something to have a girl in the group, so you lied and said you overbooked. Hell if I know.

And I was so excited, too. Y'all have been calling me for years trying to get me into one of your studies. You finally find one that fits me just to tell me to leave once I got there. You know, I almost wish I hadn't gone at all, if it wasn't for the fact that I could really use the money. I am so disappointed.

[Kate*]

WHY am I back to wanting that again? Maybe I never stopped wanting it. It's not like it's going to change anything. Maybe I just want someone else to have to wrestle with this or I want him to fix everything like he did all the other times. I need to get ti through my head that IT'S NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN!! At least not without a miracle and the door has already been closed. I'll have to move on without it. How do you give yourself closure on something this big when you know you're not going to get it from anyone else?

It turned into a disaster, I never would've finished I know that, but that doesn't mean that the fall out from actually losing it isn't making me want to lose it. I'm seriously going INSANE here. I don't know if I can keep this up for too much longer.

So she handled it differently than you would've, that's not the issue I had with it. The issue I had was that she didn't handle that part of it at all, BIG difference. I know you weren't required to do it for me, but after being told that you would (or at least SOMEONE would) I was expecting something more than a bunch of cliches and I stand by the fact that I shouldn't have had to appeal to get that.

[Calaer]

I hate people who trash hotel rooms just because they have nothing better to do. I guess they think Housekeeping are their own person maids. Pisses me off. I hope you idiots know you actually get charged extra for making a giant mess like that. When you break stuff, and smear whatever that is on the walls, and you flip shit over. That's considered destruction of property. So jokes you on ass holes.

Um, excuse me, we were having a moment there when you decided to butt in. Were we talking to you? No? Was this at all about you? No? Then maybe you should step off. I am almost inclined to think you did it on purpose because you have a crush on him or something, but I'm trying not to be paranoid (honestly if you do have a crush on him go for it; if you're that intimidated by me possibly being back in the picture well, honey, that's both flattering and pathetic). But whatever your reason for butting in, it was incredibly fucking rude. You didn't even say hello to me when I said hi to you; you just jumped into what we were talking about, which was CLEARLY personal to us, by the way, without even acknowledging I was part of the conversation. Get some manners, girl.

[Forging Galaxies]

Why is she doing this?

Does she not realize I love her so much?
Why would she assume I would like to let her go..?


I feel teary...

[Just Peachy.]

I didn't meet my weight goal.
I'm so disgusting..
Pretty sure I'm better alone.

[Kate*]

How can people possibly DEFEND THIS?! I understand mental illness, but He was old enough to know better, they LIED about getting him help, waited until the statute of limitations ran out before reporting it, and then did so to a connection within the police force who COVERED it up! The victims get no justice now.

[Most Likely]

Can I please get some info about what's even happening...? Please?

[Lilyofthewest]

It's referendum day and the anti-LGBT+ hate speech on social media is making me sick in the stomach. Genuinely want to hurt myself badly after reading some of these posts. I fucking hate this country, even if marriage equality does happen it's still a fucking neoliberal shithole where nothing ever changes. And it fucking sucks when you know you're unwanted, not just by those you call your friends and family but by the whole of Ireland.

[Phantom_Girl]

Why do you succeed where I failed every single time?

[Evanesco]

Just contact me, mum. Please. I miss you. I want to know you love me. I'm so scared I've lost you.

[BreathingIn]

My family has no money, they take my money. I have no life because I have no money. I can't go anywhere or do anything. I sit alone in my bedroom all fucking day wasting my life because I need money to do things. I can't take it anymore.

[Forging Galaxies]

I am feeling dreadfully... insecure as well as feeling like complete shit.
I just... I don't know what to do, why does certain things haunt me...?

[Theaweseomrguy]

Hope you find I laugh in your ignorant ways as no one else does you make fun of her one more time and I will fucking tell I don't care if you then call me a snitch or tattle tail this isn't kindergarten or even middle school we are older then that so leave her the fuck alone.

[Evanesco]

I'm fucking sick of being ill. I hate this. I want to be normal.

[Calaer]

I HATE mean and nasty people who have nothing better to do than to make fun of others for no reason at all.

[Karkat]

Dear [insert her name here],

I know that you wanted to know what was bothering me so bad. You were the cause, but since you were my best friend, I decided that I'd had enough of this "I'm fine, it doesn't matter" shit. So when I finally told you what was wrong, did you have to get all mad at me? I FUCKING TOLD YOU WHAT WAS WRONG! WAS THAT NOT WHAT YOU WANTED?

And guess what, bitch? I tried to repair our friendship. But was it REALLY necessary? Did you just have to look me in the eye as I cried and do nothing more than go back to your little game of tic-tac-toe with [insert our friend's name here]?

And now that it's a little better now, don't tell me "you never tell me anything." Because I've learned my lesson.

[Forging Galaxies]

I'm shitty and useless...
My existence is meaningless anyway.
I don't want to bask in this darkness anymore...

I'm truly an ignorant piece of shit.

[Kate*]

As long as there are social workers and counselors available, that degree you pitched as my only option is completely WORTHLESS and I have NO idea what I'm supposed to do with my life now, (10 years ago this would've been somewhat acceptable, but now it just means I'm screwed) only that I can't do anything that I want or earn a degree that's worth anything. What do you suggest I do now? Oh, wait that's right, you don't have to care anymore so you've abandoned me to figure this out despite the fact that you offered to HELP me. Boy does THAT sound familiar!!! I was closer to success failing with you than I would be succeeding there. I knew that and I"m guessing you did too, but told me I was capable and offered me something else to avoid the risk of a lawsuit. I probably have a case for emotional distress (and yes I realize those are virtually unwinnable) I wonder if it's possible to sue for what's happened to me and what it's done to my life. Wouldn't pursue it if there were, but I wonder.

How about I go through with that and you can not care?! Good idea.

[Evanesco]

I really want a fucking tab. I'm not addicted but I fucking want one because I want the comfort it gives and I want it to take away my appetite and I want to slowly kill myself because I'm so fucking done with everything.

[Avox.]

Don't you dare do this to me!

[Wolfz]

I'm so sick of all this...

why am I even existing.. I do nothing good to people... my whole life have I been leaving people...

I can understand why someone would leave me... I deserve it... I get it...

I deserve to feel all this... I deserve to feel numb... I deserve everything I feel and do... and what's happening to me... I deserve everything...

I am sorry to everyone I left alone while they needed me... there were so many people that did... and I left them alone... yet I believe it's everyone else's fault... I'm just done...

please.. someone kill me..

[Calaer]

I hate that I'm so worried about getting pregnant, and I get so upset over a negative test when there are other girls out there who haven't had one baby, and I have Ava. I feel like such a shitty person.

[Lilyofthewest]

No offence but I hate myself and regret my entire life and hope I die and most other people probably hope so too so.

Warning: Triggering (ED)

I love you, but you can be so fucking insensitive sometimes. YOU'RE the one who told me to go see her! Now you want me to cancel? Oh, I guess because I'm not skeletal like she was I can't have too many issues with eating, right? They must not be that serious, right? Certainly not enough to warrant such an expense, dear me! You know what, I was self-conscious enough already. I'd LOVE to not go to the nutritionist. I'm just doing fine with my "system," thank you very much, but nooo, everyone else insists I go, INCLUDING you, need I remind you, which apparently I do.

Look, I GET that money doesn't grow on trees. But I just don't understand why you would give me the name of this nutritionist and then you'd be upset when I have an appointment with her. You knew how much she cost when you recommended her to me; you paid for my sister to see her. Then to go on and invalidate my issues in the name of saving money? How could you do something like that?

And please, don't act like it's all upon you to bear. I KNOW Dad pays half my medical bills, as much as you would like me to believe otherwise. You have no idea how self-conscious I am about how much my medical care costs. So congratulations for making me feel like shit.

[Chai.]

Why the fuck don't you accept you lied?

[Kate*]

Triggering: Sexual Abuse

I don't understand what the fuck it is going to take for you to CANCEL this show already!!!

He admitted to touching 5 victims inappropriately (4 of them his own SISTERS) when he was 14-15 YEARS OLD which is WAY past old enough to know better. His parents COVERED IT UP, and IF they got him counseling (which his mom admitted she lied about) the director of the place he supposedly went was ARRESTED for the same damn thing!

That's after they reported it to a "connection" within the police department who did and could take no action because the statute of limitations ran out before they told anybody, and guess where that guy is?! Yeah, serving a 56 year PRISON term for possession of child pornography.

Yet you CONTINUE to air the show on the same network as another family with small children when you've cancelled other shows for less controversy. and NO being religious is NOT an excuse and the fact that God supposedly forgave him doesn't make it go away! I'm boycotting your network until you cancel the show permanently. I just can't watch.

I'm thinking of the victims here, not to mention these people have always been judgmental, now they're the biggest hypocrites, that's not going to go away. And no, pushing back airing it again is NOT cancelling it AND I used to LIKE THEM and I still like other shows on your channel. The idea that those adorable children are being shown on the same channel as these people makes me sick to my stomach and I just can't support that.

[MyVisionIsDying]

Anxiety, anxiety go away.
Never come back because you make me so fucking scared of so many things that shouldn't make me anxious.
So anxiety, anxiety go away.
And leave me the fuck alone!

[Calaer]

I hate how people think they can treat their employees horribly. It's so frustrating and upsetting.

[renai.]

Yeah actually the reason I haven't talked to you is because you had to go find a new boyfriend from California and replace me with him. So no, I'm not okay and no, I'm not going to talk to you about it. Go to hell.

[Chai.]

Sorry, but I am better of without bullshit in my life. Maybe that's why I haven't answered your valls, because you cause too much trouble!

[Mrs.Butterfly]

Why am I so hated at work? I do my best.

I feel so overwhelmed.

[Chai.]

Gah! I still have two hours of studies left and I am so tired and so sleepy. The only thing keeping me awake is logging on here, but I need to revise! URGH!

[renai.]

FUUUUUCK YOU.

God, I am so tired of you not being happy for me just because my world doesn't revolve around you.

[Calaer]

I hate how it refuse to rain here, even though there are supposed to be thunderstorms in the area.

[Chai.]

No, you are not helping. What you think is helping is nothing but you going on and on about how nice and helpful you are. Praising yourself isn't helping me and fake praise for me isn't helping either. How about you back off and let me help myself?

[Evanesco]

All I want to do is drink until I can't feel anything, cut until I bleed out, cry until there aren't any tears and starve until I'm skinny.

[Kate*]

I'm happy for you, trust me, you got your dream job a month after graduating. I got thrown out 8 months ago, I'm still unemployed, and my dream job is no longer an option EVER. Had I been born normal instead of broken, I could have had any career I wanted. Now I'm stuck hating life because I will never get to have anything I want.

Now on top of everything else, my laptop is dead, we're losing our affordable cell phones, the air conditioning is broken, our friend can't cut our hair anymore, and I've been sick all day. Year from Hell, I swear to God!!!