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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
I hate that it's been storming and raining! We gave Ava her swing set as an early b-day gift, and she has only got to really play on it for 10 minutes the night we built it because of the weather. I want her to have a field day! Bring back the sun, please!
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud
I have no idea what is wrong with me.
Did some fun stuff today.
I also called about job placement and I am depressed and thinking about suicide. Maybe I should start taking my medicine again.
So tired, and annoyed to learn my appointment isn't even until 11! I could have taken my medicine and gotten a proper night's sleep! Ugh, hate that my medicine makes me sleep more than 10 hours.
I've not gotten any rest AT ALL lately. I wake up exhausted and my back and legs are always hurting. I feel terrible and I have no idea how to deal with it. Bleh.
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud
Oh my God... Im at the point where I almost statistically cannot pass the class. Especially with the grade distribution.
I've never felt so dumb in my entire life.
Why don't you just spit in my face? Also why don't you tell me you don't care about my mental health because I FUCKING told you I didn't want to be alone with him and you did it today and you want to do it for three days? I feel sick. Bitch.
I don't care that nothing bad happened. I told you I knew nothing would happen. I feel uncomfortable being alone with him. You can't promise me things and then take them back, especially when they're this important.
I want to give up on physical therapy. There's only 4 or 5 more appointments left but it's painful and I don't feel any more progress than I've made last month..
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Why are you just now telling me this? Also why are you bringing up something entirely different from what we were talking about? Why am I always doing something wrong?
I'm a horrible person for being glad I don't have to go to the musical now. Someone DIED for God's sake.
I'm expecting backlash, thank God it doesn't show up in Google.
If you're intending to be inspirational and to help people, telling them to message you if they think their life is bad, so you can tell them how much worse yours is/was, isn't the way to go. Granted I don't know what you've been through, but I get the idea that you did something stupid and caused it. Comparing pain has no purpose in healing.
So much for trying to prepare... Trying to be proactive with disability-relate things triggers the shit out of me. This is why I stopped trying people!!!
I know what I'm talking about, no need to come across as arrogant like that. I hate people who act all arrogant like they know everything, though I'm probably guilty of it.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
I will fight with you again. I stood up now, and with all the support here, I have hope to defeat you, sadness.
Before you use the cheat button to trap me in a cage with absolute darkness, I am sure I can be strong enough to defeat you. I will prove to you that I can defeat you, sadness!
Do my best at everything I can to live a happy, perfect life.
Happy life won't come by being happy everyday. Struggle and always work hard.
Forgive other's imperfection, they will work hard about it once I point it out to them, just like what I should be doing.
On the other hand, never tolerate with my own mediocrity. Never slack and always strive improvement.
I don't like it. It's not fair, honestly but I also don't have the guts to face the truth or confront you about it. I am just going to have to suck it up and pretend what I heard is not the truth even though I am hoping it is the truth. Again, if it does turn out to be the truth I don't know how it will pan out and what will happen of it. I just wish I could talk to you about it but I know I shouldn't.
Last time I was at a hospital, nana was less than a week away from dying. Still sort of blame myself for even thinking that what she had might be cancer or might kill her. If I hadn't thought it maybe she'd still be here. Maybe it's my fault. Which is why I'm so scared about fearing the worst all the time for these things but my brain skips to the worst possible outcome and terrifies me.
But I'll go with you if you need me there cos you're my best friend, I'm just genuinely terrified of how a minor thing might turn out.
I want to go lie on the train tracks. I want to die I want to die I want to die. I'm panicking. I hate myself and I don't want to do this anymore. I can't let it go. I'm done. I'm dying.