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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
So I failed the only single goal I'd set for myself today. My willpower isn't strong enough to make me go to bed instead of browsing the web senselessly... for fuck's sake...! All my friends are going out. They're sociable.
I am not.
It will be ok. That's why we have doctors and they know what they are doing, because when you are sick or something is wrong like right now, they can do the surgery and make it better. You will be ok. I am believing that. I just wish you didn't have to make us wait so long.
I LOVE how everything "inspirational" never applies to people with disabilities! "All you have to do is decide and go after it.", "It's all about attitude and effort", "It's mostly attitude and some limitations" No! No matter how badly I want something, how hard I work for it, or what I try to "redirect" myself to, there are a million things I can't do, will never be able to do, and no place will keep me. I can't handle being chewed up and spit out again. It's not worth it.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
What part of can't function, can't fucking work do you people not understand?!
Either it's true, or they ruined my life for no reason. I don't know which is worse.
I really don't know if I can do this, and even if I can, there would be no point.
These people are so fucking exhausting, he fell asleep! I'm a grown woman for fuck sake, I will wear (or not wear) what I want, I won't re comb my hair 7 times, and I won't even go if I don't want to. I wore stuff I didn't want to because you made me (no one even noticed), and even if it wasn't their fault they didn't even SHOW UP and she didn't tell us they weren't coming. They're starting to escape too I think. From now on I make my decisions about who I see, when I go, and what I wear this is completely fucking insane!!!!!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
I had so much work this weekend that I could sleep half the time I wanted, didn't have enough time to take a 20 minutes nap and still haven't managed to do everything I had to do. When the hell am I supposed to learn by heart all this stuff till Tuesday? The day hasn't got enough fucking hours, Jesus Christ!
Me in April: Sorry, I can't be in your wedding party. Ill be gone.
Me in May: Hey dude, I can go to your wedding now!
My cousin: Oh sweet! But sorry man, you can't be in the wedding party, its full.
Me: Yeah, I got it, thats fine.
My cousin in May: Hey dude, your brother dropped out of the wedding party, you wanna rejoin?
Me: Yeah, sure man, I'd love to!
My cousin: Alright, make sure to find a date!
Me: FUCK
It's ok to give in to an urge or make a mistake. You are only human and we all have our flaws. We all have our weak moments and we all make mistakes. Thats what makes us human.
Thats what makes us unique and beautiful
Courage isn't always a loud roar. Sometimes it is a quiet whisper at the end of a day saying: Tomorrow I will try it again!
Things are hard right now, and they are only about to get harder. I'm not sure how to handle this, but I know God only gives us what we can handle, and I just have to trust his judgement.
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud