Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

My head hurts a lot and my stomach.

[Thinking]

have been not sleeping for a few days because of studying.. and now i dont feel like sleeping anymore even when i am so exhausted..

insomnia sucks

[Kate*]

Hopefully the time clock is fixed by now. One extra hassle no one needs

[Markus]

Seriously, stop it. I gave you step-by-step guide on how to get to the hotline, can't you read my message?

[nothereanymore]

I don't belong anywhere

I will forever be upset that you fucking did that to me and I think I have the right to be because you would do it again without batting an eye. Fucking prick. You need help. It's not right that I've been working on myself only to have you push me back down every step of the way because you won't work on yourself. Both of you need to go to damn counseling.

[TheAtomicBlade]

Not everything is my fucking fault. You are not willing to fucking think for yourself and I'm juggling too much,

[Kate*]

You do realize I don't actually say that shit, right? I'm not stupid!

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

I need to feel better soon.

[Markus]

Don't piss me off, really.

[nothereanymore]

I did what you asked of me and went above to help you out and I get your pissy attitude in response. I hate itttt. I really do.

I wish I could escape my life

Why won't you even try to see where I'm coming from? "A" meant the world to me. For sixteen months, she was my whole world until I decided to fuck it up one April day. I'm regretting it almost ten and a half years later.

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

I feel like crying. It's too much!

Stupid people! Jesus

[Markus]

Ugh, I hate it when people try to impress their superiors.

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

Tired and I don't know.

So you're going to ghost on me, too, huh? I guess that's fine. I'm used to it by now. I just wish you would've done it after the first date, before I thought you might be someone special in my life. Before I thought maybe we could've been something.

It just hurts.

[Kate*]

I'm beyond tough love with this family. I swear I'm ready to start swinging (not really) Just REALLY want to. OTHER PEOPLE were available WHY is it always HER fucking job!?

I really wish I hadn't involved these people, just more hassle I don't need.

I am so damn tired of this asthma flare up. I am struggling to breath and an inhaler is not working.

Also really frustrated with social security. I had an overpayment on my account. It was $25. I sent it in close seven days ago and they still haven't processed it. This happened last year when I sent them money to contribute to what I owed. They never processed it but they took out money each month so it wasn't a huge deal. Now that I am pulling from a different place they don't take out 10% so I have to pay it on my own, make a payment plan or get my benefits taken away until I pay it. I am willing to pay it but the overpayment number is ALWAYS busy so there is no way to talk to them. Call at nine they tell you to call back and disconnect. Call back an hour later and it is the same exact thing. I am going to call them on Monday and ask them what is going on and how I pay them. It will probably be futile to call them but I want to try that because maybe they can tell me if I can go into the office and pay it. If I can then I'll do that tuesday or wednesday. If I can't I'll still probably have to go down and explain to them that I am trying to pay it and it doesn't get processed and this has happened once before. I am not going to lose my benefits because they are incompetent and make their over payment system a fucking nightmare to utilize. Make it easier to contact them because I originally called to pay it over the phone.

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

Why can't something just finally work for once? I want to keep believing but it's hard!

[Markus]

I just want everything to go smoothly.

[Silvan]

I thought it would be a normal Saturday. A day off from school fucking eventually. But no, it all started in the morning, when I turned up at the psychologist's and they told me my counsellor was absent because of an illness. Well thank you, I guess calling me was too hard. I was really shocked because I absolutely need to talk to my counsellor before that fucking three day trip on Monday I don't wanna go on as hell. Then I had to go to this meeting and it WAS THE WORST. I don't want to remember it. I don't want to ever remember anything of it.

[Kate*]

Never want to be called "The entitled Generation" again after what I just witnessed! We are CLEARLY not the only ones!

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

What was wrong with me today in dance class? Why? I love dance!

[Markus]

OH NO, WHAT IN THE WORLD WAS I THINKING

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

I am not feeling well!

I cannot breath and am tempted to go to the doctor but I know they will not do much.

[Adele101]

I just want to scream in your face.

[nothereanymore]

I hope everyone who scalped Linkin Park tickets gets shit on by a bird. That shit is beyond heartless.

[Kate*]

Back to the drawing board again? Really?! I want this figured out already.

[London_grace]

It's too much to handle!

[Lumos.]

Why do I feel like shit? I hate feeling dizzy....

[Markus]

I hate runny nose so much.

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

I'm tired and I have a headache.

I wish I were dead.

[Markus]

It is my 21st Monthsary with my girlfriend tomorrow!!!

[Kate*]

You can NOT be fucking serious! YOU NEED TO DO THIS, it's beyond us and it's only going to get worse. We need our fucking lives back.

I feel like a fucking piece of crap!

[Celyn]

I have a headache and can't be bothered to do anything but now I feel lazy as well.

[Markus]

This bus driver got to know how to drive properly. Look at the speed limit!